just a bunch of Sterek fluff (oneshots?)

Lunatic A.E

It's an alternative ending for Lunatic I'm sorry (update was me just adding the rest of the story incase others want to skip the super sad version)

Stiles was sure he was going crazy, how a human as weak as him has survived so long in this world, it always seemed to be one thing after another sometimes there was a small break but this time no, they liturally had to take on an Alpha pack with a blind leader, almost leading to Derek's death who then some how managed to attract some deranged darrach to him who tried to sacrifice 3 parents of the pack leading to stiles getting possessed by some evil fox that caused so much Chaos to his friends, Stiles dealing with the pain of killing two of his friends after they got rid of Ducaleon and his little band of psycho' and Derek doing a disappearing act after they killed that psycho ex girlfriend or fling what ever you want to call it, was it ever going to stop, the nightmares where he practically rips the hearts of each and everyone of his friends with his own to hands, he stared at the ceiling teeth clenched as tears slowly slid down his face from the recent events that have happened "am I a lunatic" he whispered softly to himself before slowly drifting into a sleepless slumber of staring and tears, the nightmares just felt so real, everytime he closed his eyes the torcher oh their deaths surrounded his mind

Stiles was in bed, he couldn't move it was almost as if he managed to put himself into some comatosed state, he wasn't asleep but he wasn't awake either, his father doesn't bother checkig on him he's to busy going over his paper work since he found out about the super natural, the pack have basically abandoned him since he killed two members, he was so out of it that he didn't even respond to the loud bump of something hitting his floor bellow his window, Derek frowned at Stiles non response but he stayed out of sight half expecting the footsteps to come in here, they didn't, it's only been two weeks since Derek had left and the nogitsune was gone, but was it truely because the human seemed to still be effecyed by the chaos causing fox "Stiles" Derek called to the unmoving figure on the bed, frowning as he got no response, Derek walked over to Stiles looking down at the boy "Stiles" he said again waving his hand in front of the open eyes of the boy, there was no response nothing almost like he was dead but not, the only movement was the rise and fall of his chest or the slow occasional blinking.

Derek frowned and sat beside Stiles, he hadn't came to see anyone else yet,he just sat and watched the motionless human, the hyperactive boy with so much joy despite all the bad things seemed to have just vanished and all that remained was the empty shell, Derek reached for Stiles cheek cautiously, freezing as a voice broke the silence "am I a lunatic" the broken voice whispered shakily "I think I am" the boy still didn't move and Derek just stared shocked at the boys words "no body wants a lunatic" Derek reached Stiles cheeks as a few tears escaped the boys eyes, Stiles slightly flinched to the touch "I'm sorry" Stiles whispered to no one "I'm sorry I killed them"

Derek frowned and wiped another tear from Stiles cheek "it's not your fault Stiles" Derek sighed he lay down next to Stiles and pulled the boy into his chest, that was the first time Stiles moved, he gripped hold of Derek's top and pressed his face further into the mans chest "it's not your fault Sti"

"You smell like Derek" he whispered almost as if he hadn't acknowledged who it was that came into his room, "but you can't be, Derek left to, they all did, no one wants to be around a lunatic"  Derek frowned and pulled the boy closer to him, he didn't know what to say, Stiles clearly wasn't in the right mind how long has he been like this, he hadn't seen the boy since he left those two weeks, he couldn't bring himself to do so, he blamed himself for what happened and all this time Stiles is lay here blaming himself, where are the rest of the pack, where is his dad, where is the family he needed, where was Derek while the boy suffered alone and silently "Don't leave" the broken voice whispered again