Dork Diaries ~Tales From a NOT-SO Supportive Dorkfriend {Book 1} Completed||

Part 13

Friday, November 6

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 

Yes, that was me screaming. 

Why did I do that?!

I'm just so... DUMB!

Okay, Nikki, calm down. You are NOT dumb.

But yes, you are!! You took like, 15 minutes to answer the MOST SIMPLE math problem!

Self talk isn't the best idea. Whatever. 

Today Brandon won the math competition! I was like, OMG! He isn't in my math class, but that's just...

AMAZING! :)! :(!

I'm so happy for him, and sad face because I was second to last place. I did two bad things today.

1. Brandon hugged me real tight with the medal hanging around his neck, and I didn't congratulate him! I just stood there, in shock! I mean, how many times have you had your crush hug you? But still, I didn't congratulate him! I'm so bummed, because he looked kinda sad, and my candy was gone, so I couldn't cheer him up :(!
2. Who got last place? Chloe. I couldn't believe it! Sure, I felt better, but my friend sure needed a comforter! And I just walked past her with a sad smile, not sure what to say.

WHAT KIND OF FRIEND AM I? :(!!

I knew Zoey was kind of mad at me for not comforting Chloe, and even though Chloe was pretending to be happy, I could feel that sob inside of her because:

a. One of her BFFs didn't comfort her
b. She lost the math competition. :(!

I'm so sorry!!!!!!! 

I'm going to scream at the world.

I don't know how to be a good friend... 

:(!