The Person Behind The White Robe (Completed)

Chapter 21

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Classes has starts again.

I learned to let go of the feeling of looking for someone. I guess that was ny mistake a long time ago. Sana hindi ko nalang pinalala.

Pero hindi naman mali sa isang tao ang mag-assume matapos sabihan ng "I like you." Of course, may feelings ka. Hindi naman bawal ang magkaroon ng feelings. I should never feel sorry about liking someone that doesnt like me in return.

I guess. Ang malas ko lan talaga sa buhay pag-ibig. That was my first heartbreak. That was my first rejection.

Sana hindi nalang siya nagsabi ng ganoon kung wala naman siyang feelings talaga.

I prioritize my studies over my feelings right now. I focus on lectures. I studied in advance and learned of few things especially sa mga new subjects ko for this semester.

I didnt talk to anybody unless if I have to. Interacting with a guy? I choose not to imagine that I was talking to Hyle.

Ive never known Hyle so much. And thats enough. That would be easy for ne to forget him.

I planned to cut things with him.

Ganito lang siguro ako kapag napahiya. Hindi ko kasi alam kung ano na ang gagawin ko kapag magkakakita na naman kami ulit.

Ayoko siyang makita, if ever.

"Page 201." Our teacher said and we just followed. Find out that were just writing an essay again.

After class, I went home.
I eat and study.
Locked myself in my room.
My parents didnt bother calling me out since they are aware that Ive been very busy with Academics lately.

I guess I become more like my sister. My sister Angela is a graduate of my course and I followed her path. Same school. Kaso magna cum laude siya tapos ako hindi.

By midnight, I went down because I feel thirsty.

Habang umiinom ako ay may biglang pumasok din sa kitchen area.

"Youre awake." Ate Angela said.

"Ah, oo." I smiled.

She looked at me and smiled back, "Geymhar's here."

I just nodded.

Kuya Geymhar... the only friend I have who always give me deep advices kahit sa simula pa lang. My sister is damn lucky.

"Try not to study when youre already sleepy, Arianne." Ate stated.

She's a doctor na. So is Kuya Geym.

"Noted, Ate." Sabi ko nalang.

Wala akong energy.
And I know that my Ate will understand.

She smiled as she left me.

I washed the glass I used and realized that there was a plate by the table. May food tapos may Note.

It says...

Eat something
I love you
- mom

I smiled and appreciated it. I should eat this. Not that My conscience is killing me but because the food is my favorite. Its a choco bun. A big one.

My milk din.

Happy na ako.

Atleast, I am comforted with my family. I am not alone fortunately.
And Hyle? He's just... nothing.