The Person Behind The White Robe (Completed)

Chapter 25

#TPBTWRCourtingPart1

It's like, he doesn't hear a word I say
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
It's like all he wants is to chill out

Now playing: Wouldn't change a thing by Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas

I turned the music off.

Oh I miss V already.

I called her pero hindi na siya sumasagot sa mga tawag ko.

Siguro busy sila sa Gig. Maybe they're just too busy nowadays kasi V has stopped contacting me. Kasalanan ko rin naman kasi hindi na ako nagpaparamdam so bakit ang lakas ko magdemand ng immediate responds sa kanila kung mismo ako hindi ko maibigay?

Napatahimik ako.

Why do I feel like I am pushing everyone to stay away from me?

I didnt answer to any messages and calls from V.

I didnt have time to be with my family.

I cut off Hyle kanina.

Bakit parang mali ata lahat nang mga pinaggagawa ko?

And then it struck to me na wala pala akoang ibang kaibigan.

I just lay down in bed and reflect.

Baka hindi si Hyle and harsh kundi ako?

Napapikit ako sa mga naalala kong mga salita.

I showed attitude.

I showed how worst my traits are.

Cool.

Kaya walang nanliligaw sayo Arianne e.

Yep, actually alam ko kung bakti walang lalaki ang balak manligaw sa akin.

Resting bitch face ang mukha ko.

Akala mo may galit sayu kahit tinitignan ka lang.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ipinanganak ako ng ganito.\

Should I blame my parents about it?

Wala namang encourage enough for a guy to introduce his self to me and like me more.

Level 1 palang, hindi na nila kaya.

Pero si hyle...

He just crossed a bridge to know me after how many months nga lang.

Pero that bridge is a mistake.

Kasi ako yung unang nahulog.

Kaso tinulangan niya ako and saved me drowning.

Kaya ngayon, nililigawan na ako.

But I am such a bitch to tell him that I dont like his style in courting kaya pinatigil ko siya.

Putcha naman Arianne.

I tried not to complain about all of the shit decisions that I just made.

Gawi ko 'to kaya...

Kaya ko.

Without having breakfast the next day, dumiretso ako sa school.

Thank God, walang Hyle na nag-aantay sa labas ng bahay.

Thank God wala sila papa at mama sa bahay.

Thank God wala si ate.

Kasi ayokong makita nila ako.

I am just a huge disappointment.

Nakaka-walang gana na tao.

Mas mabuti na yung di ko nila nakikita.