The Beauty and The Beast

Chapter 15: Harry

Harry's P.O.V
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"Ginny look at me" I commanded gently.

She turned her head away. I sighed.

"Ginny look at me" I pleaded once more.

No response.

"Ginny fucking Weasley, please look at me" I begged. She turned to look and I saw unshed tears in her eyes.

I remembered all the ways I hurt her. I cared for her, she was important to me and I honestly felt a pull toward her. My thoughts turned into a mess when she was around. I couldn't think straight, talk straight. She was the light in my life. She meant everything.

But my dumbass brain can't help but screw things up. I had to become a player. I had to sleep with all those girls. I had to flirt with them. I had to kiss them in front of her. I couldn't help it. Everytime I want to make a move on her, I see her flirting with other guys and something in me snaps. I end up sleeping with girls out of rage that Ginny is with someone else, someone who deserved her.

She would look at me doing that and I could see her about to cry. In that moment, I want her to feel the pain I feel. The pain I feel when she flirts with someone else.

I feel like shit after. Every time. I try to talk to her but she pushes me away. Same response, every time.

"You will never change"

Those words haunt me at night. Now I'm looking at her and I know I need to apologise.

"Ginny I'm sorry. Ok? I'm sorry. Whenever I'm near you I go crazy. You make me crazy. You mean everything to me. Your beauty, your laugh, your voice. I sleep with girls for one reason. Jealousy. I see you with other guys and I can't take it. I rage, knowing you are better off with someone else. It makes me so mad I...i wanted to hurt you as much as you hurt me" I said shamefully.

She looked at me with a blank expression.

"I want to make it up to you. Give me a chance. Please. I won't ever cheat on you. I won't sleep with another girl while I'm with you. I will not look at someone else while I'm with you, I swear. Give me a chance." I begged, praying she says something.

"Harry, I can't. How do I know you won't two time me, like you did those girls? How do I know you aren't going around behind my back, even though you've done it already?" she said softly and I felt my heart break.

"Ginny Weasley, look at me. I won't do that. You have my word." I assured her.

"It's going to take a lot to earn my forgiveness alone, before even thinking about a relationship. Understood?" She said blankly.

I sighed. This was going to be difficult.

"I understand. I will stop at nothing to earn your forgiveness and trust. Nothing."

She nodded solemnly.

I lifted her chin up with my finger.

"I love you" I said gently.

God it felt so weird admitting that out loud. I always knew in my mind that I did. By the look on her face, I realised I probably shouldn't have said that so soon.

Her eyes widened and she gasped at me.

"I have and always will" I assured.

"I feel like your pressuring me" she said.

No! That's not what I was trying to do!!!!

"No, I wasn't pressuring you. I know it's going to take a while for you to even consider you taking me back, but I'm willing to wait. As long as it takes" I whispered quietly.

I needed water. Now.

"You have one chance to earn my forgiveness the best you can" she said coldly.

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I walked along the river, thinking of everything that happened today.

I watched the lake's surface ripple, leaves being blown gently, animals scurrying about, Hermione in the cave where she thought no one could see her and a creature coming out of the water.

Wait what the fuck.

I looked at the creature and almost screamed.

Oh wait, it's just a person. I squinted to get a closer look.

Pansy?

"Hey babe" she whispered.

I felt something wet on my shirt and I realised she was spraying me with a perfume.

I felt my thoughts merge and my mind become hazy. All I could think of was Pansy.

No. No no no. Ginny, I loved her, not Pansy. Ginny! Get rid of Pansy. You promised!

I don't know what came over me. I attached myself to Pansy and began kissing her.

I kissed her for a while when I heard a wail. I raised my head and saw Ginny and Hermione, rooted to the spot.

I froze, unable to move. What did Pansy do?

I felt guilt and regret looking at Ginny. A silent tear escaped her and I broke down inside. But on the outside? I don't know. Pansy gave me something, and I don't like it.

I looked at Hermione, who's eyes were on fire and I gulped slowly.

I don't know what happened to me, but I began kissing Pansy again. I tried to turn to look at Ginny, but I felt frozen.

What the hell???
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