Stigma {Kim Taehyung FF}✔

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Guys, this it. 🥺

You sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the wall as a mighty yawn ripped through your body. You raised your arms above your head and stretched.

You sighed constantly, and dropped the limbs. You tilted your head at the weirdly peaceful feeling in your body, and the freedom in your mind.

Usually you felt like your brain was going to explode, but as soon as you woke up about five minutes ago, you felt extremely light, and relaxed.

Your door opened and your mother walked through, "Good morning, sweetheart. How are you feeling?" She asked.

You smiled, "I feel great. But I'm having a hard time parting from my blanket." You admitted, now noticing the subconscious act of your hands almost kneading your furry blanket.

You mother smiled, "You've always loved soft things. Come on, Taehyung is here." You tilted your head in confusion. "Shouldn't he be at school?" She shrugged, "He said he wanted to take you to your appointment."

You smiled widely and got up, "Awesome!" You giggled. You walked over to your closet, got your clothes, and dressed. You'd shower later in the day, you didn't want to keep Taehyung waiting.

Once downstairs, your enveloped your boyfriend in a hug. "Hi TaeTae." He smiled and hugged you back. He gave you a sweet smile, "Ready for your appointment?"

You nodded, and intertwined your fingers with his. Giggling at how small your hands were compared to his own. He noticed and smiled, "My tiny baby." He cooed.

You blushed and nudged him, "Don't day weird stuff." You mumbled. This confused Taehyung because he thought you were in little space. He didn't dwell on it, and just chuckled in response.

It took you both about fifteen minutes to get to your appointment with Dr. Young, and about five more before she was able to welcome you into her office.

"Y/N, how are we feeling today?" You giggled and nodded happily, "Great! I woke up this morning in a really good mood. Which was weird because usually I'm pretty miserable when I haven't regressed in a while, but i feel like a pressure has been taken off of me."

Dr. Young raised her eyebrows, "Oh, you're not in your regressed state?" You shook your head, "That's odd, I've met you in both states, and they have drastically different auras. Your regressed state is innocent and happy, just a light airy atmosphere. Your progressed is more saddening, and mature, sometimes you give off a lonely vibe. I'm getting a mixture of both."

You blinked at her, your head falling to the side as your brows furrow, "What does that mean?" You ask. She folds her hands together as a light smile graces her face, "It means your finally balanced out. Something in your mental cavities clicked, something was filled, and connected everything back together."

She sat back satisfied, "What this all means is your mental state is no longer split into two separate mind sets. Instead it's one big love filled set. Have any idea what could have changed?"

You grinned ecstatically, "You're kidding! Really? This is so great, I was just going to talk to you about doing the treatment we talked about, but this is amazing. We did it!"

She smiled,"Honey. All I did was gave you a space to release emotions, the rest was all you. From the beginning it was up to you to pull yourself out of your protective state."

You smiled gratefully at her. "Still. Thank you." She nodded. "Now, what happened since I saw you last that could have broken you out of this?"

You thought for a moment, and came to a realization, "I remembered some things about my father. I think he was the whole reason this all happened, I didn't want to remeber, but in the end, I did. I'm glad, though. I had no idea how hurt my mother was, she hid it after I blocked out those thoughts. She had no one to talk to, to hug her when she got lonely. Instead I was always out of the house, and it led her to a life of sleeping around."