BFG was destroyed by the only woman he's ever loved and is no longer the man he once was. Can he finally move forward with his life or will his past refuse to stay away?
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A/N: Hello Lovelies! I hope you all had a good Christmas. Christmas Day went off without a hitch and I'm so proud of myself for cooking for the family without starting a fire. However, the day after we went to visit relatives and the car broke down, then my husbands motorcycle broke down and now my washing machine has broken, so I'm having a run of bad luck! Xxx
After finally convincing Molly I would survive without her for a few hours she and Needles left to go and tell Greta the news, huge smiles on both their faces.
It's thanks to Molly I'm where I am, when I met her I was sleeping in my car with just enough money to buy food for my son and now I have a job I really enjoy with enough money to provide for Tobias, I'm saving everything I can so that I can get an apartment and a car so I don't rely on the club so much, as much as I appreciate all they've done for me I want to stand on my own two feet and I finally feel like that's going to happen.
I close up the bakery and finish cleaning the kitchen, but just as I'm about to leave I hear some one pound on the front door, I press my hand over my mouth so I don't scream. Is this it? Has Charles found me? I was foolish to think he would just let me walk away, what am I going to do?
"Sarah I know you're in there, open up!" I hear Dereks voice and release the breath I was holding
"You scared me." I say as I unlock the door and he pushes passed me inside
"Is there something you need to tell me?" He asks, he looks so angry
"No. What's going on? Are you alright?" I ask as I reach out for him but he steps back away from me.
"Derek?" I ask confused
"Are you leaving again? Are you even going to tell me this time before you run off and I can't find you? I knew this would happen, I was so fucking stupid!" Derek yells and then I flinch when his fist connects with the wall
"Derek, I'm sorry I don't understand." I can't stop the tears from falling, what have I done? Why is he so mad at me? He isn't Charles, he won't hurt me, I know he won't, but my body reacts anyway
"You don't understand? You think I was just going to let history repeat itself and you could run off with my kid again? You weren't even going to tell me this time were you? You fucking bitch! How many times are you going to come back and break me!?" He punches the wall again and my body instinctively curls in on itself as I sob, I hate that I'm so easily scared but I can't help it
"Derek please." I cry "what are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about how you're pregnant and you aren't going to tell me, you're just going to run away again." He spits, the way he looks at me fills me with self loathing, but wait
"I'm not pregnant Derek."
"But you thought you were and you didn't come to me?" He asks
"Why do you think I'm pregnant?"
"Because you were buying pregnancy tests."
"They weren't for me. Molly is pregnant, she was freaking out so I offered to go to the store for her. Do you not remember what happened when I actually was pregnant?" Does he really think so little of me that he thought I was pregnant and wasn't going to tell him? I guess I did run away pregnant last time, boy have I got some making up to do.
"I came to you as soon has I realised my period was late, we went to the store together and we waited for the results together. I know I hurt you Derek, but I've changed so much since then, I'm not leaving." I say firmly
"Fuck." He groans as he runs his hands down his face "I'm sorry, I overreacted."
He pulls me against him and wipes the tears from my cheeks
"I scared you, fuck, I'm so sorry." He sighs "I just, I can't go through it again."
"I hate what I did, I would never hurt you again, I promise." I whisper
"I just, when I thought you were pregnant again, I was terrified I lose you again." He kisses me softly
"Derek, I love you, after all I've been through I know I'm safer here than anywhere I else." I reply
"I love you Sarah, I do. I just wish I could get passed this and trust you." He sighs looking down.
"I wish I could take the hurt I caused you away and fix this." I sigh
"Do you think we could be together again? Would you stay this time?" He asks
"It isn't about me anymore, I have Tobias too. I told myself I stayed with Charles so Tobias had a family, but since we came here I've never seen him so happy. I always thought he was just quiet and shy but seeing him come out of his shell has made me so happy. He loves his new friends, he's always asking me when he can sleepover with them. I want to stay here for him, for the happy little boy he's become." I explain. In Boston Tobias and I were always together, day and night. But since he made friends with the club kids I feel like I hardly see him, but it's a good thing, he's becoming a happy normal child, what more could I wish for.
"So you wouldn't leave? What if the club has problems again?"
"I thought I was in danger with the club and I thought I was safe with Charles, I was so wrong Derek. Now I know that you and the club will keep me safe, I wish I'd never left." He pulls my body against his as his lips crash against mine and I wrap my arms around his neck
"I think we should spend time together, outside of the bedroom, I'm not promising, but I want to try." He sighs against my lips and I nod
"I want to spend some time with Toby too." He adds, Tobias loves that people can call him Toby, I'm not used to it yet, but if it's what he wants I'll adjust.
I gasp when Dereks hand slides up the back of my thigh and under my dress, he squeezes as our lips meet again. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist as he walks us into the kitchen, looks like I'll be deep cleaning again tomorrow morning.
