A/N: Hello Lovelies! Your comments on the last chapter are killing me! So I figured I couldn't leave you hanging any longer. In the words of Maury:
He thinks I aborted our child? No wonder he was so angry when he saw me at the bakery"I didn't have an abortion Derek."
"I came to see you. When you left I was worried about you, I had Circuit find you and I flew up to Boston. I figured if you didn't want me in your life at least I could send money to help with the kid. When I found you you should've been six months pregnant but you were in a bar drinking cocktails with two other girls, so I just left." He explains
"I'm sorry." I reply trying to hold back my tears
"When you all went to New York I saw Diesel and Camilla in lockdown and I didn't know if I could do that with our baby, living in constant fear, so I left. I was going to have the baby, I hadn't figured everything out, but I wanted our baby Derek. At my first ultrasound there was no heartbeat, I lost the baby." I wipe my cheek with my sleeve as a tear falls
"You should've called me, you didn't have to go through that alone." He always was a good man, I know if I had called he would've come.
"I couldn't. I tried, I wanted to call you every day, but how could I tell you I ran away to keep our baby safe when I couldn't even keep our baby alive." I sob. Derek had been so happy when I told him I was pregnant, but it just made me more terrified.
"I couldn't face you after I lost our child, I was heartbroken, I hated myself every day for leaving, I thought maybe if I stayed our baby would still be alive." I cry
"Mommy?" I turn and see Tobias getting out of the car
"It's ok Tobias, stay in the car where it's warm." I smile as I try not to look upset
"He's protective of you already." Derek smiles
"He's a great kid." I nod
"How old is he?" Derek asks
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MC Home (Broken Demons MC #10)
Literatura FemininaBFG was destroyed by the only woman he's ever loved and is no longer the man he once was. Can he finally move forward with his life or will his past refuse to stay away?