BFG was destroyed by the only woman he's ever loved and is no longer the man he once was. Can he finally move forward with his life or will his past refuse to stay away?
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I groan as I wake up, feeling a heavy weight on my ribs, thank fuck Cordelia gave me pain pills, I'm gonna need them. I look down expecting to see Sarah's blonde hair on my chest but instead Toby is lying across my chest with his head on the edge of the bed and his legs over Sarah. I sigh as I lay my head back on the pillow.
After we got back from the hospital Sarah sat down with Toby and tried her best to explain everything that's happened. I thought she would want to do it alone, but she insisted I be there too. For a four year old he understood a hell of a lot more than he should. That his daddy had hurt mommy again, he even understood that his dad was in heaven now, a normal kid would be sad but the poor little fucker seemed relieved that he would never see Charles again.
Then Sarah explained our relationship as best she could, I told him he doesn't have to call me dad, that uncle giant, BFG, B or Derek are all fine, I guess I'll have to wait and see which one he picks. Sarah explained that we're family now, not just me and Sarah, but the whole club and how we're staying here for good. All he said was that he gets to play with his friends forever.
I offered to let Sarah and Toby sleep in their room but Sarah said she wanted me close and that Toby would have to get used to me and her sharing a bed. Well I guess he's comfortable with it.
"Morning." Sarah whispers from beside me, I turn to look at her and she giggles quietly when she sees Toby lying over me
"I guess he likes you because normally he only uses me as a pillow." She whispers with the cutest smile on her face.
"I could wake up like this every morning." She smiles
"Yeah, maybe when I ribs heal." I groan as I try to get comfortable without waking Toby
"Oh I'm sorry, let me move him." She goes to pick him up but I stop her
"It's ok, let him sleep." I whisper. Sarah gently moves over and I wrap my arm around her as she rest her head on my chest. Fuck this feels good, like a family, my family.
"Let's just stay here all day, just the three of us." Sarah sighs, we relax in comfortable silence. After all that's happened over the years I never thought I would be here, with Sarah, with Toby, although he's not mine biologically I plan on raising him as my own, along with any other kids we have in the future.
"When you feel better I want us to look for our own place, Toby can have his own room, I'll get Evie to paint dinosaurs on the walls or whatever he wants." I look down and see Sarah smiling up at me, she reaches up and presses her lips to mine softly.
"I love you." She smiles before making herself comfortable against me. We don't get to lie for long before there's a knock on the door calling me for church. So I reluctantly leave Sarah and Toby in bed and get dressed, making my way downstairs as best I can on my leg.
"I'll make this quick, it's been a long few days." Killer says once we're all seated
"I talked with Frank Sullivan." I huff when I hear that fuckers name, I have him to thank for the current pain in my ribs.
"We cleared any evidence linking Charles and Frank. It still looks like Charles was supplying drugs, but they'll never find who too. That means they're off our back, Frank said if we ever need a favour, and we had a healthy thank you in our back pockets." Killer smirks.
"So we helped that fuck out? After all he did?" I ask, the only way I'd help Frank Sullivan would be into an early grave.
"He didn't want to go to war with the MC and I don't think any of us wants to go to war with him. Charles fed a load of bullshit in his ear, but after I talked with him he apologised for kidnapping one of the club and sent us a thank you payment." Killer explains and I rolls my eyes as I cross my arms over my chest. I just want all this shit to be only so Sarah and Toby are safe.
"So it's all over?" Needles asks
"Yeah, we're in the clear." Killer nods
"Good cos I'm getting married ASAP." He smirks lightening the tension in the room.
"So, party tonight at Scars and everyone will be there." Killer announces before closing church. I'm going back to bed with my girl and my kid.
"I don't know, maybe you guys should go without me." Sarah sighs as she looks at herself in the mirror
"Shut up you look hot." Molly tries to reassure her "I'm the one who's too fat to fit into any of my jeans."
"But you're pregnant and you look beautiful, I look like the bride of Frankenstein." Sarah huffs as she runs her finger over the stitches on her face
"It's just us anyway, you'll be fine, come on or we're gonna be late." Molly says pulling Sarah away from the mirror in my bathroom, finally. There's a knock on the door and Needles steps inside
"Who's keeping my future wife from me?" He asks as he looks at Molly and Sarah
"We're ready." Molly smiles as she immediately goes to him and he wraps his arm around her. I take Sarah's hand as we head downstairs
"I think you look incredible, but if it's too much we'll leave after a drink." I whisper in her ear, she squeezes my hand and mouths 'thank you' as we head out to Needles truck.
"Have I told you I love you?" Sarah giggles as I try to get her through the bedroom door. As always the old ladies banded together and got Sarah stupid drunk, but at least she's happy.
"Where's Toby?" She asks looking around and I fight the urge to roll my eyes
"He's having a sleepover with the other kids." I remind her, again.
"Good because I need to feel you." She turns to me and our lips crash together. Luckily the combo of pain meds and beer stem the throbbing pain in my ribs as she tries to take off my shirt. I back her up and lower her down on the bed
"Take your dress off." I order, mostly to distract her so I can shed my clothes pain free. We gaze at each other as we strip our clothes, I see the hunger and lust burning in her eyes as we are finally naked.
She pushes herself up the bed as I crawl towards her I trap her in with my arms as I lower myself on top of her, minding both our injuries. Really both of us are too beat up for this, but fuck if I can wait any longer to be back inside of her, hear her call my name as I make her come.
I kiss her gently, slow and lovingly as her fingers brush along my shoulders softly. She sighs contentedly as my lips brush her neck
"It's over." She whispers and I stop kissing her collar bone to look at her
"What's over?" I ask
"All of it, the pain, the fear, being away from you. I'm here with you for good and nothing is going to stop that ever again." She smiles as she wraps her arms around my shoulders and pulls me down until our lips meet. Since Sarah came back every time we've had sex has been rough and raw, but this, this is just how it used to be, slow, intense and full of love.
She wraps her legs around my waist and gasps as I slide inside of her, or lips and tongues moving together as our hips move together, building up a deep intense pleasure. I wrap one arm under her lower back, tilting her hips as I get deeper inside of her.
"Derek." She whispers as she looks up into my eyes
"I love you Sarah." I groan
"I love you." She whispers and then her orgasm hits. Her walls grip me tight as her thighs shake and her head rolls back. I can't hold out any longer as I let go and climax with her.
