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#74 in Phone! 21/03/20
#1 in Mattia 19/06/20
"How could I not smile when theirs a pretty girl watching a movie with me. I went and sat next to her because I wanted to duh , I didn't invite her over to sit far away from her , that wo...
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One week. One week has gone by since he held my hand. I know it's just a simple action. But why? We had known eachother for two days by then.
Oh right yeah I forgot, Let's backtrack to that day so you can see what happened after that....stunt he pulled.
As we got through the doors to the school. I let go of his hand. You really thought I was just gonna carry on holding it didn't you? Yeah I like him but seriously? You don't just hold someone's hand randomly. I'm not his girlfriend.
"what the hell was that Mattia?" I said slightly pissed off that he would fuel rumours like just like that.
I tried to keep my voice low because the reason I let go in school was because I didn't wanna cause a scene in front of aload of recording phones.
He smirked at me, What?
"what the hell was what?" He asked completely oblivious to the extremely pissed off look I had plastered across my face.
He smirked again.
"you held my hand Mattia." I said in a stern voice.
" ok and?" He literally laughed at me.
I'm sorry but this riled me up.
"you can't just randomly hold someone's hand Mattia , I don't know what's with you as soon as we enter the school but I don't like it. You also did it whilst aload of people were recording us."
I then shouted by accident which turned a lot of heads towards us.
"what did you want them to think Mattia?! That we're dating?! I gave you a lift to school and this is the thanks I get. Jeez who do you think I am?"
He was lost for words but kept that smug smile on his face. Of course I stormed off because there was no way in hell I wanted to talk to him at all for a long time. Where's the Mattia that I knew yesterday and early this morning?!
He snickered at me as I walked away and throughout the week I didn't talk to him. I stayed away. It was like two different people. I don't know if he was showing off or something. I don't think I'll ever know. But the day before I met a lovely lad who cared. I thought he liked me. I swear I heard him saying it to his mum. All the moments I had cherished were now just memories. I wouldn't say he was a 'bad boy' because he was smug about it because he isn't. I really did like him but I wasn't gonna let him wrap me round his finger and allow him to make people think things that I don't want them to think.
I spent a lot of time with Ida , she came to my house every other day and the days she wasn't at my house , I was at hers. I still kept in touch with lucie and Ida became good friends with her aswell. I do still see Mattia at school. We have some of the same classes but I always ignored him. I just couldn't believe what he did. He didn't kiss me or anything but holding my hand whilst people thought we were dating? What?
