Chapter 19~we've never gone this far before

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*includes smut as requested your fuckin welcome*

Emery

It's finally the end if school till 2020! woohooooo.
Yes I hate school but who doesn't.
It's been a few days since my big argument with my dad. So lemme catch you up on what's happened since then.

So ida's cousin holly moved back to New Jersey from Florida but she isn't starting at our school till next year. We've hung round with her outside of school and she's gotten close with us but even closer with a certain person , I'll leave that out for when the ship sails
Which I'm suuuuper exited for
When I got home from school the day after I had the argument with my dad, I walked into him packing his things up
Again
Another business trip.
We said goodbye to him , I mean he's still my dad and I'd regret it if I never spoke to him until he got back
Whenever that is
Then after all that it was just the usual , school , hanging round with my friends, hanging round with Mattia, hanging round with my friends and mattia. Lucie and I have been catching each other up on what's happened since we last spoke and my my , is there a lot of tea.

and now we're back to well, now. It's Friday and schools just finished , it reminds me of high school musical but instead the song would go
What time is it
Christmas time.
Yes I came up with that on the spot because it's not like it was hard duh.
I was going back to mattia's to spend the night there and we wouldn't have to wake up really early tomorrow morning and you don't even know how exited I was for that.
Netflix and Chill
Definitely on the list.
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Me and mattia were cuddling on his bed because it's my favourite thing to do.
Besides kissing him
Teehee.
We were watching after well more like I was watching it , I practically begged mattia to watch it with me.
Half way through I looked at up at mattia for no reason I just did. Just like that he looked down at me aswell as I smiled at him and he smiled back. His eyes went darker with desire as he said "your so beautiful emery" I giggled at the comment and felt my cheeks heat up. He tucked my hair behind my ear as he went on to cup my cheek , his eyes bore into mine and it feels like I'm in a trance and can't look away. He then whispers "so fucking beautiful" which makes me smile. "ditto" is all I manage to say because my whole body is full of want and desire which is what I can see in his eyes aswell. We stay like that until I press my lips to his.
Our lips move slow and steady at first , until I wrap my arms around his neck that's when the kiss turns passionate ,fast , full of pure want and desire. I hear a growl from the back of mattia's throat. I open my mouth the deepen the kiss as our tongues collide. Mattia then moves his hands to my waist and starts moving them up towards my stomach and then back down again. He rolls me onto my back , our mouths still moulded together as he holds himself on top of me.
Did I care how far this was going?
Deep down? Yes
But honestly no.
His hand caresses my upper thigh which causes a soft moan from me in response.
We pull away from the kiss catching our breath and then Mattia kisses down my jaw and onto my neck and that's when he finds the spot behind my ear which he kisses not as soft as before which causes me to moan even more.
Emery what are we doing?
We've never gone this far.
"MATTIAA?"
his mothers voice rings through his bedroom door , that's when I'm pulled from the trance and makes me push Mattia off me and just lie on the bed pretending I'm just watching after. Mattia chuckles but I can also tell is startled by his mother all of a sudden shouting his name. We hear his bedroom door open and someone coming down the steps which I'm guessing is his mum. She appears with a basket of clothes , which I'm also guessing are mattia's.
"Have you been on a jog emery?" Her mum questions , a slow smirk appearing on her face.
Wtf does she know?
She she hear me?

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Turns out his mum isn't that clueless when she sees a girl with ruffled up hair , out of breath and hickeys forming on her neck. Which she pointed out.
Along with many other things.

Authors note - I'm sooo sorry that this is so short but this is my first like time writing smut as you can see , I have social anxiety so throughout the whole thing i was constantly feeling nervous at writing about that type of thing.

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