Jimon Short Stories

The Confusion pt2

- I didn't know I still liked him ... Damn we're brothers ... We can't like each other, it's wrong.

"It's not sent to Clary's heart!" Whether we like it or not, despite being happy with one person, we still love another, even if we didn't realize it before.

- I'm just sure of one thing ... I don't want to lose your friendship Simon.

- And you won't lose! We will always be best friends, it is not because we have couple problems that we will no longer be. Our friendship will not change and should not be affected by this.

-I'm glad you feel that, Simon. I don't know what I would do without my best friend." You're too important to me but does that mean we're done?

- I think it's the best to do, yes!

- Well, I think I'm starting to make dinner but if you want to stay say ... just add another plate on the table.

"Thanks, but no need, I arranged to have dinner with Luke." He has now returned from a police mission and wanted to have dinner with me but are you okay?

- Yes! Go rested!

POV IZZIE:

After talking to Seelie Queen and her committee, Jace came back to the institute with a worried face and I was obviously very curious so I went to his room. I opened the door, sat next to him, and he told me what had happened there, from their arrival to the part where Clary had to kiss him.

- Poor Simon. Is he alright?

"I went to your house and it didn't look 100% good, but it's natural to what happened." Then I had to leave because Clary showed up to talk.

"It must be hard to see the person we like kissing another person, not to mention a friend of ours."

- Whom you say!

"Sorry I didn't even remember you liked her." Looks like Simon isn't the only one who has ever missed seeing the kiss.

- Yes, but not the way you think ... I was hurt yes, but not because she kissed him, after all they are boyfriends but because he kissed her.

- Wait a moment .... I'm confused ....

"I was too, but you know that feeling Alec described when he knew he was in love with Magnus, those butterflies in his belly just seeing him or knowing that you're in the same space with him, that nervousness he always feels when he's around you." side and that worry he feels whenever he sees him trsite. Yeah, I felt that too. But not with Clary, but with Simon. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying she's a bad person because she's not, my sister is very beautiful, nice and dear but Simon has something special inside him that draws me to his side. I can't quite explain what!

- Little brother you know what that means right? You're completely and hopelessly in love with the geek vampire Simon Lewis.

After my conversation with Jace, I decided it was best to talk to Simon and know where his feelings are and most importantly, who they are with so I called him to the institute to clarify the situation.

"Did you want to see me, Izzie?" Simon asked, smiling, but you could tell he was sad and a little hurt.

"Jace told me what happened today and wanted to know how you were doing." You're one of my best friends and I was worried about you. Do you want to talk?

- Yes, but not here in the main room, let's go to your room first.- said Simon and off we went.
- Tell me what you feel.

- The truth? I don't even know how I feel. I thought my happiness was with Clary but now I'm not sure that's what I really want.

"What do you mean?" I asked, confused and curious at the same time.

POV JACE:

After the conversation with Izzie, I stayed in my room for a while but I was already going crazy so I went to the cafeteria to have something to eat when I heard Simon's voice coming from Izzie's room and the curiosity was bigger than me so I went towards the bedroom to hear what they said.

"Since I met her, I thought my future was with her. I always imagined our first date, our first kiss, our marriage and even what our children would be like. I know it's exaggerated but I'm like this and always have been. She became my best friend as soon as I met her and my dream and main wish I had was for her to be more than that to me. We were growing up and when she turned eighteen she knew this world, you and Jace, and in addition I did too. Everything was fine until she fell in love with him, from that moment my hopes of having a relationship with her went downhill but when they found out they are brothers, my hope came back and when she kissed me, I felt very happy .

"So?" Asked Izzie curiously.

- I thought I was happier than ever ... It had finally happened what I always wanted, but a while ago I have realized that things have changed and that I am not 100% happy with my relationship.

- I thought it was part of me knowing that Clary still likes Jace but then this happens and I'm sure of two things. Yes, Clary has never forgotten him and still likes him as much as he does her, and the second is that I didn't feel the same way about her as I did. That is, the problem was not that she kissed him, but what I felt with that kiss. That is, if she had kissed anyone, I don't think it would affect me. What really bothered me was that she kissed him.

"Does that mean what I'm thinking?" Izzie asked excitedly.

Well I don't know how she realized what he meant, I'm really, really confused. I understand nothing of what he said, but she is very happy for this realization.

- I think so, I think I like Jace!

Wait, did he really say that? Right now Izzie is hugging Simon happily and he's more confused than ever and let me say that I'm confused too but very, very happy to have heard this conversation.
I want to talk to him so badly but I'm afraid he won't open with me the same way Izzie does. But I really have to talk to him and tell him how I feel, so I knock on her bedroom door.

- I can enter? Izzie think I can talk to Simon in private? I know we are in your room ...

- Say nothing more, I'll pay a visit to the weapons room.

- Well, I don't wanna talk ... I just wanna ask you a question. When were you going to tell me you like me?

- Ah ?!

- Don't be upset but I heard your conversation with Izzie ...

"Oh shame ... Jace just lets me say you don't have to change anything between us, I want us to be friends, and I want to say that these feelings I have for you don't mean I want a relationship." I'm glad you and Clary like each other and I support each of your decisions as your friend.
- Simon .... Simon ..- tried to say something, but he wouldn't let me.

"I know what you mean, but I don't want it to affect our friendship." I know you are completely in love with Clary and even if your situation is not the best, but the feelings cannot be ignored.

- Simon ... You can stop for a few seconds, I'm trying to tell you something. I wanted to say that I feel something for you too. It's very hard to see people who love kissing another person.

"Very much," said Simon, sitting on the bed.

"But it doesn't have to be that way, you're free, I'm free and we like each other, why don't we give a chance to what we feel?"

- You, Jace Walland Lightwood, want to give our possible relationship a chance with this nerd Simon Lewis?

- Of Course!