Coming back from your first mission was weird.
You were relieved, knowing that there weren't snipers watching you all the time just waiting for you to make a bad move.
But one thing you were definitely not looking forward to was wearing that damn muzzle again.
You just hated that thing.Valentins gave you a whole speech about how you did great on the mission and how he would conquer the world with the omnics and you. Then he went on talking about how bad Overwatch is and that one of his new goals would be to eliminate every single person in Overwatch.
And of course by saying that it would be his new goal to eliminate every one in Overwatch he meant that it would be one of your new missions.
You didn't want to kill anyone, after all, you had already killed way too many people.
You felt guilty, empty and sad.
It was your fault that Genji died, and now you killed innocent people just because you didn't want to be punished.
You thought of yourself as selfish...but is it selfish to not want to be punished and tortured?
For you it was, people died because of you and you knew that there were going to be more people that would have the same fate."Did you listen to me?!"
Valentine screamed into your face.You nodded, but that was a lie, you were too caught up in your own thoughts to listen to him, besides you didn't even want to hear what he had to say to you after all his words held no meaning to you.
They were just empty.Valentine put his head into his hands, being annoyed by your behaviour.
"Well then Im only going to repeat myself for one more time. I was saying that we will do some enhancements to your body and give your body cybernetic parts."You looked at him in shock, and couldn't believe what he just said.
Not only were you their weapon now, they wanted to change your body!?
You would have protested, but there was nothing you could do, other than hoping that this nightmare would end soon.Some of Valentines bodyguards dragged you behind them over the floor. It made your body sore and it hurt more than it already did anyway. You wanted to kick them, or at least walk on your own, but your body was tied up like a package.
They brought you to a room you never been to before, it's walls were entirely made out of concrete like all the other rooms.
But unlike all the other rooms, there was an operating table in the center if it.They forced you onto the table, lying on your belly so they could access your back.
They took your clothes off, and then they started the procedure.
The whole time you were wide awake.
You didn't know what they did exactly, just that they wired an enhancement to your spine, enabling you to be way faster than your normal speed.
They had cut open the skin on your back, which hurt more than you could ever describe in words.
The procedure took hours, and the smell of your own blood was nauseating.
You wanted to do so many things, throw up, scream or run away. But all of that wasn't possible because they tied you to the table, so firmly, that the ropes left marks on your skin.
Tears rolled down your face, and you started to silently cry, trying to not think about the pain you felt.
You saw how your blood spread on the table, and felt it rolling down your back.
The whole time you were in between being awake and fainting, everytime you had lost consciousness you woke up only a few minutes later due to the immense pain that you felt.After they were done upgrading you, they put you in the shower room, and cleaned you like you were a dog. They sprayed you clean with a garden hose while you just sat on the floor, your body limp and weak.
Your body hurt, especially your back, but they made you walk back to your room anyway.
Your legs felt weak,
and you were happy to lie down on your mattress again.
It had gotten really dirty, because no one ever cleaned it and because it had no cover.
But you didn't care at this point, you were just happy to not lie on the hard concrete ground.It had gotten really cold over the last few months, winter was nearing, but you didn't have a blanket.
So every night you would cuddle up to Kumo and he kept you warm.Only a few days after you had gotten your enhancement, you were sent on another mission.
Everything still hurt, but you were way faster now.
The enemies had a hard time keeping up with you and couldn't even land a single hit on you.You had become what Valentine wanted, a perfect weapon.
Soon it was winter and as the time passed you lost all of your hope.
You forgot for how long you belonged to the onium now.
You simply didn't care anymore.
You had become cold inside.In the time that had passed you tried to escape many times, 31 to be accurate.
But everytime they caught you and they punished you.
After some time you didn't care if they would hurt and punish you again, you just wanted to get out. And they knew that, and so they killey everyone that ever helped you to escape, right in front of you.They didn't have any mercy and you couldn't watch them hurting people that had helped you anymore, so you gave up, you never wanted to try to escape again.
You were more than scared of the onium by now. They showed you what they were capable of and it was terrible.
One day you were sent to the battlefield again, with a team of people from the onium.
But something happened that no one of you expected.
Your team was ambushed.For you it was like reliving your past, everyone around you died, everyone of your team expect you.
You hid in the deep snow, scared anyone would find you.But someone did find you and it probably was the best thing that could have happened to you.
"Can I help yer?" A man with a heavy accent asked.

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Genji x Reader - The Pact
RomanceYou had lost your family when you were really young. Thats when you met Kumo, a demon quickly becomes your only friend and companion. Searching for somewhere to stay you find the Shimadas. Working for them as a maid, you are meant to marry their old...