Genji x Reader - The Pact

Chapter 20. A new home

You sat at the table with the others for hours, as you talked. You got to know all of the team members a lot closer. For example you learbed about Lenas Girlfriend named Emily and that Winstons favourite meal is Peanutbutter.
You had gotten a lot closer to the team members and they were almost like your new family. Because of all the talking all off you didnt even notice that the sun had gone down and that it was night already.
After you all ate toghether Tracer took you to your room.
"I have already prepared everything for you! If you need anything just knock on my door, my room is right next to and has my name on it. Seep tight, see you tomorrow!" The british girl said before entering her own room.

As you entered the door you were greeted by a warm athmospere and something you didnt had in a year, a bed and a bathroom.

The first thing you did was take a long and hot shower. After you were done, you put on the clothes that laid neatly folded on the bed.

"You look happy (Y/N)..." Kumo said, jumping on the ved and laying down on it.

"I just finally feel safe again...now lets get to sleep Kumo!" You said to the little demon, and then jumped into the bed msking yourself comfortable.  The two of you cuddled up to each other as always and soon both of you were sleeping deeply.
But that didnt last very long.

You stepped out of the room, walking over the tatami mats trying to keep quiet. A scream could be heard, piercing through the cold night. You looked outside, dead sparrows were scattered all throughout the traditional Japanese garden. Your white nightgown was flowing in the wind, following your movements as you walked down the long hallways, feeling as if tgey would never end.
After what had fekt like an eternity you reached the great hall.
You looked at the ground, the tatami mats were covered in blood stains, your hand was covered in blood and your once white nightgown was covered in blood. You wanted to scream, but couldnt open your mouth.
And then you saw you saw him, lying on the ground, covered in blood. Wounds were scattered all over his body, arrows sticking out of him.
"G-Genji?!" You stuttered,  stumbling towards him. 
Yoj kneeled down bedides him. His once closed eyes opened and ge looked up at you.
"You have done this to me (Y/N)! Its your fault that Im dead!" He said looking you in the eyes deeply. You stumbled away from him in shook, now being able to finally scream it felt like you screamed your lungs out.
Genji now started walking towards you, always repeating the words. "It was your fault (Y/N)!"
You tried to run but there was no escape. 

"Nooooooooooo!!" You shouted as you sat upright in your bed, grabbing onto the sheets that were covered from your sweat. You looked over at Kumo, that was lying beside your feet in the form of a cat. You decided to not wake him up and stepped out of the bed leaving the room to go outside to get some fresh air.
You stepped onto the balkony looking at the sea. Taking deep breaths, you breathed in the cold air of the night.

"Couldn't sleep?" Someone with a heavy County accent asked behind you. You immidietly knew who was standing behind you. 

"I just had a nightmare...what about you?" You asked Jesse. 

"We were just up planing tomorrows mission thats all." He said, walking towards you leaning on the railing of the balcony. Looking down at your little shaking form, he immediately knew that you werent really feeling well.

"Yer wanna talk about it?" He asked.

"About what?"

"The dream..."

"Its always the same...I walk throgh the long hallways of my old home, then are those dead birds that are a symbol for him...and then I find him, and hes dead...bug also not. He says that it is my fault he died...and then all this guilt hits me..." you said looking up at the nightsky.

"Who is he?" Jesse asked softly.

"The only person I ever got toreally love. His name was Genji...I was meant to marry his brother, but I loved him. His brother murdered him...but i-its my f-fault..." you said stuttering as tears started forming in your eyes.

It was at that moment that Mccree realized that his blackwatch teammate was the Genji you were talking about. But he decided to not tell you, he thought that it would be best if Genji would talk to you himself.
But Jesse knew one thing for sure, it wasnt your fault that Genji died, neither was it Hanzos. It was the fault of the elders that had manipulated him after Sojiro had died.

"Hey come here darlin." Jesse said, pulling you into a tight hug to comfort you.
"Im sure it wasnt your fault,  so please dont feel guilty darlin..." he whispered into your ear.

"How would you know..."

"Just trust me..." he said hugging you a bit tighter. "Now let me make you some warm milk, and then you try to sleep again. Ok?"

You chuckled. "You dont seem like a warm milk guy."

"What?! Dont make fun of me! My Nana always used to make warm milk when I was really young and couldnt sleep." He was defending himself. 

You followed Jesse into the lunch room sitting down at one of the big tables. After a few minutes he came back with two cups of hot milk.

He sat down on the opposite side from you, so he could look you in the eyes.

"So...how did you end up here?" You asked him.

"Well long story short, I once was in a gang and was a criminal.  Gabriel Reyes found me and offered me to either rot in a high security prison or join Blackwatch. Obviously I choose the latter, and thats how I ended up here."

"Thats an interesting story, and I thought I would be the only one with a crazy story." You chuckled. 

"Uhm do you miss him?" Mccree asked hesitant.

"Him? Oh you mean Genji?"
Jesse nodded in response.

"Of course I do, he was everything to me. The only one that really understood me besides Kumo.  I would do everything just to feel his touch once more and hear his voice..." you trailed off.

"Uhm anyway...I forgot to tell you that you have an appoinment with Angela for tomorrow at 10 in the morning, she wants to take a closer look at your cybernetic parts...Athena will wake you up in time."

"Thank you Jesse!" You gave him a sweet smile.

"No problem (Y/N). We all just want to make you feel home. You have been through enough."

After talking for a little while longer you decided that it would be best if you two would go to sleep since Jesse had a mission the next day.
Entering your room you saw that Kumo was still sleeping, so you tried your best not to disturb him when lying down besides him.
This time you slept peacefully without any bad dreams.
You finally felt home again.