Until I met him. // J.M.B

~ten~

"Yes he asked me out and I said yes" I tell Joey in the phone.

My dad ain't home right now that why I'm actually on the phone with someone.

"Yah let's meet up,let's go to the park since it's the closest to me" I tell Joey. "Okay" He says then hangs up.

I start walking to the park.

Once I get to the park I find Joey. "So guess who ain't single no more" I tell Joey coming up to him With jazz hands.

"You of course" he says rolling his eyes. "Yah,also there's something else I should tell you" I say. "What" He says getting out his phone. "I lost my v-card to him last night" I say. "You what!" He screams.

"Did you at least use a condom!" He shouts. "Shhh be quiet this is a public park and yes I did why wouldn't I?" I say and ask. "I don't know maybe it's because your felicity" he says. "What are you supposed to mean by that" I say crossing my arms. "Nothing never mind,let's go" He says.

"You know you can't just do that the rest of your life" I tell him. "Do what" he says. "Act like the whole conversation never happens or the whole moment never happened you have to face the consequences at some point Joey." I tell him. "I do not just walk out of all the hard times in life" he says.

"Yes you do!" I say. "Remember that kiss" I add. "You were never supposed to bring that up" he tells me. "Yah but that's another time you tried to walk out of something bad" I tell him.

"Maybe your right" he says. "But maybe it's because I try not to ruin things" he adds. "Well your ruining our friendship by doing that" I say. "How am I ruining our friendship when all you do is hang out with tayler and go hang with all the so called cool kids" he says using his fingers as quotation marks for 'cool kids'.

"Fine be like that then Joey you know what I don't need you anyway I have tayler now" I tell him then I instantly regret it. "Fine then our friendship is over" he says then walks away.

I wanna tell him wait, or come back, or something I want Joey back why did I just let him go he was the best thing that ever happened to me and it's my fault.

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Me and Joey stopped talking we never made up and that's that.

I've been hanging out with tayler and his friends a lot trying to ignore Joey. It hurts though.

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It is the last week of summer and I'm getting ready to go to a party with tayler.

Me and Joey never made up and we probably will never make up. It's been like this the whole summer.

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I start walking to that fancy house that tayler thinks it's my house. I still never told him about my real life.

I know we've been dating for almost three months now but I'll tell him soon.

I see taylers car pull up to that house about 10 minutes after I arrived.

"Hey babe" I say getting into the car and giving tayler a kiss on the cheek.

"Uh hey babe" he says still looking at his phone. He hasn't even looked at me yet.

"Are we gonna go" I say with a smile trying to not sound judgy. "Uh yah just wait a sec" he says. "Um ok" I say looking out the window.

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When we finally get to the party me and Tayler walk inside together.

Tayler sees his friends and goes hangs out with them leaving me by myself.

The whole night I just sit on the couch. It's almost midnight and I still haven't seen Tayler around.

I start looking for him.

I go up to one of his friends. "Hey excuse me um sir" I tell him. "Oh heyyy" the dude says. Of course he has to be drunk.

"Do you know where Tayler his?" I ask the dude. "I don't know but you wanna partyy" he says starting do dance on me. "No thank you" I say then walk away.

I head upstairs to look for Tayler and you won't believe what I saw....