𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠! (𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐆𝐢)

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 9. 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔸𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕙💜

(A/N tell me that I'm not the only one drooling over NamJoon...)

"....he won't be able to walk, run and even dance. For now"

YoonGi let out a heavy sigh as Doctor Song's words kept on replaying in his head. Holding the younger's hand, stroking them softly while his mind was busy that he didn't even realize the younger was awake and staring at him.

NamJoon woke 15 minutes ago but seeing his Hyung kinda minding his own world, he stays still, not even moving his hands or an inch, just lay there like a statue kinda loving how YoonGi's cold hands became so warm while holding his ones. He even wished that it will always stay close like this. He didn't want to separate himself from his Hyung

But that is just his desire for YoonGi. He didn't know what the others think of him. What if his crush on YoonGi is just a waste of time and when he finally confesses, YoonGi would push him away, saying that he sees NamJoon as a brother, not more than that and what if YoonGi is straight. That moment will be the most embarrassing day in his life, ever. He didn't know if he can face YoonGi when that happens.

NamJoon shook his head, sending small movements to his hands which cause YoonGi to snap out from his fantasy(mind) about NamJoon. He quickly looks at the younger that was now red as a tomato.

"Baby, you're awake... Sorry, I was so distracted" YoonGi explained, scratching the back of his neck with his free hand.

NamJoon shakes his head again, presenting YoonGi with a warm smile, "No Hyung, I'm the one who should be sorry. Sorry for being such a burden..." He pauses, looking into YoonGi's dark brown orbs, feeling as if YoonGi's sad, frustrated emotions were connected to him. He feels them too.

"This wouldn't happen if I control myself from slipping into 'Little Space'. I ruined everything Hyung. Everything, our comeback is in the corner and no-" his words were harshly cut by a soft, sweet, and salty on his lips. NamJoon's eyes widen when he realizes that YoonGi's lips that he always praying to taste it, finally land on his. He couldn't be more surprised than this. It was like a dream come true. He happily leans into the kiss, shutting his eyelids down, wishing this kiss will last long

On the other side, YoonGi can't hold his tears as he heard the younger complain and blame himself for the things that happened. He shouldn't be, it's not his fault. So maybe that's the reason why the first kiss they share tasted so salty. He just can't stop himself. He wanted NamJoon to just shut the fuck up but at the same time, he really wants to taste the younger's plump lips that he had been craving for god only knows how long...

As the minutes pass with them leaning in each other, YoonGi finally pulls away with dry and invisible tears like it wasn't there in the first place, grateful that the younger didn't notice it before taking a deep breath. Leaving NamJoon the same at his state, panting for the air that they were holding on. Immediately, blushes crept each on their faces, NamJoon shyly smiles while YoonGi scratching the non-itching place on his neck.

NamJoon by now feels so small and helpless by the short male, how he takes NamJoon like he was his. It's kinda scary but exciting, "Ugh... Are you hungry?" YoonGi asks as the silence surrounds them.

NamJoon keeps shaking his head 'no', puffing his cheeks in and out as if he was afraid of letting out his voice to talk to YoonGi which kinda makes YoonGi annoyed but keep it quiet. So YoonGi nods his head, before taking NamJoon's hand, intertwining their hands together again as confidence strikes himself.

"You, Kim NamJoon," he suddenly announced making the younger surprised at the sudden call of his full name.

"Are you scared of me?" NamJoon was taken aback by the question that shot towards him.

Scared? Is NamJoon scared of YoonGi? Well, he keeps questioning himself too. Is he afraid of YoonGi cause his actions were too obvious? Is it scared or NamJoon just being too respectful and polite towards his Hyung. Like whenever his Jin Hyung asks him to do things like the dishes even if it's not his turn to wash, he still says okay and washes them. Soo... Does that count as scared???

NamJoon was hesitant to answer but he does it anyway as he looks at YoonGi, who's leaning his back on the chair beside him, arms folded against his hard chest as he left NamJoon's hand untouched, eyebrow raised, waiting for NamJoon, "Um...No?" He said kinda like throwing back the question back to YoonGi.

"And why is that?" YoonGi asks again, smirking while inching closer to NamJoon's flushed face, getting interested in NamJoon's reply.

"You take it in a wrong way Hyung. I'm not afraid of you, it's a term of politeness and respectful attitude as a younger to the oldest." NamJoon explained, didn't notice the evil smirks YoonGi gave him

YoonGi nods, lazily lean back on his sit, "NamJoon?" He called, getting a soft hummed instead.

"D-Do you-"

"HYUNG!" The door suddenly flies open, as the other member came in, interrupting YoonGi moments with NamJoon. He quickly sends a death glare towards the short male who's shouting.

Jimin smiles sheepishly while mouthing a soft, inaudible 'sorry', earning an annoyed eye roll from YoonGi.

"We bought food" Jin exclaimed, happy seeing his Joonie wake up. He stands beside NamJoon after passing the foods to Hoseok.

"Are you okay? how long have you been awake?"

"Not that long ago and yes, I'm okay. It's nothing" NamJoon said, making the older pouts.

"Nothing my ass. Want me to slap this then you can feel the pain?" Jin said, lifting up his hand to slap his bandage knee that was under the duvet.

NamJoon holds Jin's hand, stopping him from doing so. It does hurt but he wants to ignore it, "It hurts! it really hurts..."

"Just be honest with us NamJoon, it's not like we're gonna eat you if you say so," Hoseok said, half shouting as he was unwrapping the food with the maknaes.

"You don't have to shout, Hobi-Hyung" Jimin explained, covering both ears before running away leaving TaeHyung and JungKook with Hoseok.

"I'm not shouting"

"You are,"

"No, I'm not"

"Yes, you are"

"NO.I.AM.NOT!"

"YES.YOU.ARE"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU TWO!" The two males look at the owner of the voice that was sitting on the chair, face red before they lower their heads down in embarrassment.

"Calm your ass down Yoongs. Let them be" Jin said, smiling at the two others, waving his hand, telling them to continue as his attention now back at his beloved NamJoon.

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Hehe, sorry for the late updates

Enjoy!!

Your Author, Jkey💜

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