Badboy shadow

》11《

Sunday passed and the first day in class would start. I wondered which of the boys had the same classes with me.

But first I had to wake up.
I rubbed my eyes and yawned. I had slept very well even tho I couldn't explain what the kiss on saturday meant.

"Shut up! instead of twisting your thoughts, you should get your ass out of the bed!!!"
I admonished myself.

First class would be SM (Surgerie medicine)
SM was one of my strengths.
I knew the human body like I knew my vest pocket.
I was always interested in medicine. Especially in surgeries.

I got up to straighten my messy hair. Then I brushed my teeth and dressed myself up.
By doing that my thoughts kept wandering to Taeyhung.
I shook my head. No I had to focus on school and my future. This was way more important than... the kiss on saturday...wasn't it?
I really should stop confusing myself... it would drive me to hell.

After checking my phone I head out to have breakfast with the boys.

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I rushed trough the hallways to my first class.
I was kinda excited because I really loved SM.
It always felt like I was in my own matter.

I entered the room.
An old looking professor with glasses and a white beard   welcomed me.
"Welcome... you must be...Lee am I right?!"
He asked me.

I nod and gave him a lip pressing smile.

"You can sit there... beside Taeyhung."
He said and pointed at an empty chair in the first row. BESIDE TAEYHUNG!!!
I wasn't ready for that.
Even yesterday I tried to avoid Taeyhung because I didn't know how I should act around him. After we kissed ofcourse.

I nod hesitantly and slowly walked towards Taeyhung.

"Don't be afraid! Taeyhung won't bite you!"
The professor laughed
And Taeyhung frowned at him.

I sat down without even looking at him because I was too shy.

"Now! Class I will hand out a paper to you, which is about how to remove a brain tumor and which equipment you should use. You'll get 30 minutes."

I grinned confidently.
I could answer these questions four years ago. It was quite easy. There is no way that I would need 30 minutes.

The Professor handed me the paper and I began to write.

Question: How to remove a grade 3 astrocytoma?

I stuck my tounge out.
Easy!
First you would need a MRI tomography to figure out where the tumor is located.
Then you have to cut open the scalp and push the muscle tissue aside to expose the skullcap. After that follows to cut out a circular piece out of the skullcap. Cut into the meninges- sew in the thread to open the meninges, set up the microscope with 40 times the size, create a narrow corridor along the nerve fiber path and remove the tumor with sound waves. Soak up the sick tissue so that the swelling can collapse.
In the end you have to rinse the tumor cavity with sterile table salt so that It can't get infected and build a new tumor.  Insert the removed skull piece by screwing on a metal plate. Sew the scalp together and clean the sore.

"Done!"

The professor looked from the watch at me.
"3 minutes had passed...are you sure?" He asked while raising an eyebrow.
I nod.

He reached out his hand.
"Let me see..."

I stood up and handed him the paper.
He observed it carefully.

"How is that possible..."
He mumbled to himself.
"incredible..."

I earned surprised looks from Taeyhung.

"Well this is all correct... could you tell me who taught you this?!"
He asked.

I looked at my feet in embarrassment.

"I learned it all myself..."
I squeaked.

"This is incredible...."
He was amazed.

Now the whole class was watching.

"Could you tell me, which symptoms a brain tumor cause?"
He asked.

"headache, convulsions and twitches, nausea, blurred vision, paralysis appearance, hormonal disorder, decrease in memory and brain power, personality changes and epileptic seizures."

I answered while whipping with my feet.

The professor shook his head.
"Insane... all correct!"

I blushed.
"You are a truly genius!!!"
He said perplexed.

"How old are you?"
He asked again.

"16..."
I answered a little ashamed.
His jaw dropped and I recognized Taeyhung looking at me in shock.

"How could you get here at 16?!"
He asked again.

"I skipped two classes."
I mumbled in embarrassment.

"Wow... Class! I hope it's aware to you, that she just put you all in shame."
He suddenly said and right then I wanted to disappear.

I was so embarrassed. I didn't want any of them feeling bad.

Some looked at me jealousy or pejoratively.

I took my seat again and took a sneak peek at Taeyhung.

"What are you looking at?!"
He huffed.

I was startled.
What was wrong?

"I am sorry I-

"Shut up!"
He huffed again and his eyes spit fire.

Was it just because I was better in medicine than him?

"Oh come on... is it just because I finished my paper earlier than you?"
I said while staring at him and waiting for his reaction.

He frowned.
"No! Why should I?! It's not that!"
He mumbled.

"Okay what's the matter then?!"
I threw back on him.

He snorted contemptously.
"Mind your own business!"

And again he threw a knife against my chest. Why he had to be so cold and harsh again.
Was the kiss on saturday a mistake?
I guess it was. I just had wasted my first kiss in this cold, ignorant, selfish, emotionless asshole!!!
I was so dumb.

I turned around so he couldn't see my eyes glancing.
I was disappointed. I really thought that his cold selfish personality was just a facade.
But it wasn't.