Badboy shadow

My fault

Taehyung's pov.
"WAIT!"
I scream on top of my lungs but yet, she seems unstopable.  I'm able to reach her before she could reach Namjoon so I fasten my already fast steps.

As soons as I reach her I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her into the opposite direction.

She yelps at my sudden actions and starts kicking with her feet.
"Let me go! What are you doing?!"

Stop moving around!
I huff, struggling to hold her.

"Taehyung what the heck are you doing?! I need to see Namjoon now!"

I let her down but grabbing her wrist tightly. Just in case she wants to run away again.

"I think..you shouldn't talk to him about that right now..there are certain circumstances you won't understand-

"So I'm the dumb one now?! Just because I lost my memories-
She interrupts me but I cut her off.

"I didn't mean it like that. Just don't talk to him."
I demand.

"Seriously?! Who are you? My father? Just a little reminder. He died ages ago. And I'm independent enough to decide who I'm talking to."
She huffs back shooting daggers at me.

"Just stay away from him for a while. That's all..."
I growl.

"No I won't! First you started a show, balling your eyes out that Namjoon the poor guy did everything for me while I didn't know that he was actually my boyfriend, and now you want me to stay away from him?! Doesen't make any sense."

"Listen up! You don't understand!"
I try to explain but she cuts me off again.

"I thought we were friends, but all you do is-

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
It bursts out of me, making her flinch.
I could seriously slap myself right now.

Her eyes start watering and she looks up at me.

I rub my sleeves and groan in frustration...I knew that this was about to happen.

"I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND!"
I yell even louder.

I hold up the Polaroid.
"THIS ISN'T NAMJOON, THIS IS ME! I NEVER SAID IT WAS HIM! YOU MADE YOUR OWN PRECIPITATED CONCLUSIONS!"

"This is you?"
She sniffles.

"Yes...this is me."
My voice softens.

Wow...I messed up. AGAIN.
That's definetly not the way to confess to your girl...

"I- I don't know what to say.."
She stammers making my heart skip a beat.
I study her eyes, waiting for her to continue.

"I'm so sorry."
She buries her face into her hand palms and drops onto her knees.

"Don't be...I love you."
I kneel down beside her.

"But I- I don't know if I love you."
She cries.

"What do you mean you don't know?"
I ask out of my mind.

"I mean...how can you love someone you barely even know..."
She mumbles, wiping a tear away.

When she said that, my heart shattered into billions of tiny pieces.

"I understand..."
I mumble and get off from the ground.

"Don't get me wrong I-

"I said I understand!"
I reply harshly.

"But just so you know, I'm done jumping around you, done doing anything for you."
I huff.