Badboy shadow

》19《

Dinner time.

After we finished watching Romeo and Juliet we stood up to go downstairs for Dinner.
I stumbled towards the door but got interrupted by Taeyhung.

"Wait!!!"
He shouted after me.

I turned around.
He approached to me and intervened our hands. .

"I don't want you to fall."
He said.

I chuckled over his cuteness.
He really seemed like he actually cares.

He accompanied me to the dining room.
The boys were already waiting for us.

And my chair happened to be occupied.
By Jacky.

Taeyhung suddenly cleared his throat to get her attention.

She turned around and eyeballed me with a disgusted look in here eyes.

"Usually Lee uses to sit here."
Taeyhung noted.

She smiled.
"Oppa, don't you remember that I used to sit here?!"

Lightening flashed trough my body.
Oppa?! Did she seriously just called him Oppa?!

Taeyhung frowned at her.
"Yeah.. I remember...but it's Lee's seat now."

Jacky turned her back on us and hissed.
"The seat is now occupied. By me."

Taeyhung sighed.
"Well I guess Lee has to sit on my lap then."

I looked at him in shock.
He grinned at me.

"Ah you know what?!-
Jacky stood up and smiled at me.

"I'll get you a chair."

She rushed over to the table next to us and took a chair with her.

She placed the chair next to Yoongi and her. Far away from Taeyhung.

I gave her suspicious looks.
"Well thank you.."
I hummed and sat down.

The food arrived and we began to eat.

Suddenly Jacky interrupted the silence.
"How I missed you guys. I'm so glad that I finally got to see you again."
She smiled.

"We missed you too..."
Yoongi replied.

She nod.
"I know... It's good to know that you guys found a place holder for me as long as I am gone. You just needed mentally replacement. Especially Taeyhung...so You decided to have Lee around...but I understand that. I feel honoured."

I was shocked.
Did she just called me place holder?!
My eyes widened.

I looked at the guys who seemed shocked as well.
"Watch your mouth!"
Hobi suddenly yelled.

"Lee isn't a place holder! You were gone for over two years. If we would need a place holder we would got us one two years ago!"

Namjoon defended me.

I shook my head in disbelief.
This should be Taeyhungs ex?! How could he be so blinded?! You can clearly tell that she's a snake at first sight.

"Calm down... I'm sorry I didn't know that she was new."
She apologized.

I rolled my eyes.

"Your behaviour changed."
Jungkook noted.

"I am the same young, sweet, beautiful, charming girl I used to be."
She defended herself.

Taeyhung shook his head.
"No! You definitely changed."

"Oppa... believe me. I am the same... the same girl you were and still are in love with."
She hissed but gave us a fake smile.

"Stop talking bullshit!!!"
He suddenly yelled.

"Let me just say...the first love is the most intense and deep down you know that I am still part of your life."
She smirked at me.

I looked at Taeyhung and he just shook his head trying to tell me to not believe a single word she was saying.

I looked down at my feet. Maybe she was right?

The boys were just frowning at Jacky.

"Sorry...did I just said something wrong!?"
She asked.

She's more wrong than a snake could ever be.
Ofcourse she said something wrong and she knew it.

"Jacky I think you should leave now."
Namjoon suddenly said looking at Jacky in an angry way.

"fine.."
She got up and just left.

I was hurt. Taeyhung didn't really contradicted on what she said. And now he seemed thoughtful. He didn't even stopped her from calling him Oppa.
Did she just twisted his mind? Or was she right with saying that Jacky was still part of his life?

I looked down at my feet while playing with my nails.

"Lee...don't listen to her. She's talking bullshit. We don't use you as a place holder."
Jimin suddenly said.

I looked up.

And Namjoon nod in agreement.
"Yeah. You are our friend and we care about you."

I looked over to Taeyhung.
He still seemed in another dimension.

"I know... and I am thankful for that... but it just.. it hurts."
I replied.

"Lee, don't be hurted by someone who just puts others down to rise themselves up."
Namjoon stroke my back comfortingly.

I silently nod.

"Thank you guys."
I mumbled.

"Not for that."
Hobi smiled.

I forced to smile back.

We finished eating and got back to our rooms.
I decided to go alone. I wanted  Taeyhung to over think everything calmly.

I layed down at my bed.
I stared at the ceiling. Thinking about Jackys words. She said that the first love is the most intense. She's not wrong with that. You will never forget your first love.
But what would I do, if Taeyhung still loved her? I don't think that I could move on that easily. Even the tought that Taeyhung loves somebody else got my heart bleeding.