Badboy shadow

》》20《《

A knock at the door interrupted my thoughts.
I stumbled towards the door and opened.

"Taeyhungs not here."
I mumbled as I saw Jacky in front of me.

"Actually I came talking to you."
I looked up in surprise.

"I just wanted to apologize for my rude behaviour... "

I frowned at her.

She continued.
"Well, sometimes I just can't control my emotions. I'm really sorry..."

I wasn't sure if she lied or actually said the truth. But I decided to give her a second chance.
I gave her a warm hearted smile and nod.
"It's okay... no problem."

"Thank you for forgiving me."
She smiled.

"Well do you want to come in?!"
I asked politely.

She shook her head.
"Sorry but I have to prepare for... tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?!"
I asked suspiciously.

She nod.
"Yeah tomorrow is this...thing called uhm... meeting and greeting... since I returned to this school."

"Ah okay... I understand."

I played with my nails. Should I ask her or not? I really wanted to hear it straight... did she love Taeyhung?!

"Ugh...one question..."

She turned around in surprise, waiting for my question.

"You don't have to answer if you're uncomfortable with this question but... do you have feelings for Taeyhung?!"

I forced myself to look into her eyes.

She first seemed surprised by this question but overplayed it with a nervous laugh.

"Oh... Lee... Taeyhung is awesome and sweet...and handsome...ofcourse we dated and were in a relationship...but I moved on..."
She laughed again.

She didn't answer my question. She tried to bypass my question. But I already knew the answer.
I nod.

"Okay... yeah.. have a good day.."
I forced myself to smile.

"Wait... will you come to the party tonight?!"
She asked.

Not in a million dreams...

I shook my head.
"Sorry I have to do my homework and...yeah I don't really like partying..."

She smiled.
"Yeah...I understand...then... see you tomorrow."
She slightly smiled and turned around.

I closed the door.
Should I believe her? Deep inside of me I knew that she still loved Taeyhung and that it would end in a disaster.
I was just worried about Taeyhung. I haven't seen him since awhile now. Should I go and check on him?

It didn't really took me long to decide.
After a few seconds I already stood in front Taeyhungs door and rang the bell.
Guess who opened...

"Jacky?!... what...where's Taeyhung?!"

I asked while anger and jealousy started rising inside of me.

Before she could even answer I already passed her into the room.

I found Taeyhung sitting at his couch, looking up in surprise.

"Lee...what are you doing here?!"
He asked surprised.

"What I am doing here?! coincidentally I am---

I didn't knew what to answer.
I wasn't his girlfriend yet...was I? He told Jacky so...but we never made it official.

Taeyhung stared at me, waiting for my answer.

Tears started forming in my eyes.
I knew it. He still had feelings for Jacky...
I didn't want to loose Taeyhung but I couldn't force him to stay with me.

I turned around and rushed towards the door.

"Lee...!"
I could hear Taeyhung shouting after me.

But I didn't care. I just wanted to be alone for now.
I shut the door of my room and bursted out into tears.
The whole time while dinner I had this feeling that I was about to loose Taeyhung.

I lay down at my bed and cried into my pillow.
I could hear the bell ringing but I ignored it.
I didn't want anybody near me now.

---------------Taeyhungs pov.---------------

I ran behind Lee trying to catch her up but she slammed the door right in front of me.

I could clearly heard her crying.
My heart broke as I heard her sobbing.
What have I done... Why I did let Jacky inside my room...I knew that she wanted more than a relationship based on friends.
And Lee knew that as well.
I rang the bell in hope she would open but she didn't.

I can't smash the door... also she perhaps needs time right now.
Shit! I really messed it up. And asking her what she was doing inside my room made it even worse.
I sunk down leaning against the door.

I would wait for her.