Badboy shadow

Forget me not

The scent of fresh blooming flowers fills my lungs and I close my eyes to hold on to this moment. I try to remember the feeling of my bare feet touching the soft grass. The feeling of my light summer dress blowing in the wind. 
I squeeze my eyes tightly and clench my fists.
Then I open them slowly and let out a sigh. This is what I'd ever wanted in life.
Just to be.

I quietly listen to the birds.
Seems like they are cheering on me.
"You think I should run down there?"
I ask loudly and look down the hill. There are even more flowers than up here.

"Okay. If you say so...then I should probably run."

I hold on to my dress and sprint down the hill.

I almost tripped and fell but I caught myself last minute and burst out into laughter.

"You brats. You told me it was safe!"
I yell towards the big tree where all these bird noises where coming from.

Taehyung's pov.

If she'd know that I observed her the whole time, she would hate me.
I could see her dancing bare feet in the grass.

My heart was melting at the way she kneeled down to pick the daisies.
Her smooth, long hair flutters in the rhythm of the wind chimes tinkling in the summerbreeze.

completely immersed in the sight I lean myself against an old tree.

If only she'd remember me.
The last time we spoke was in hospital where she caught me in her office.
Ever since I simply just don't know what to do or say. Her memories still haven't returned after therapy.

It's been a year.
A year of therapy.
A year full of tears and frustration.
It's been a year since we last talked.

Me and the boys supported her the whole time through.
We worked on her memory.
We taught her many kinds of stuff which she forgot.

It still shocks me how it went from one day to the next where she just forgot everything she once knew. She worked hard for her knowledge.
And now it's gone.
But she's a fighter and deep down I know that she will remember me one day.

I sigh.
But I can't just stay here and do nothing. I have to be strong and approach her. Even if she rejects me...It hurts to be so close but also far away.

My heartbeat raises rapidly with every step I take further to the girl that I admire.

She sits in the grass innocently picking daisies.

Then her head turns.
She must've heard me.

I freeze and my heart is about to explode. What am I going to say or do? I should've prepared myself better.

She quickly gets up and approaches me.
I swallow.

She points at the flowers in her hand.
"Taehyung...what are these called?"
She asks sweetly.

I chuckle.
"These are daisies."

She smiles.
"Daisy...it's a beautiful name for a flower."

I nod and smile.

Suddenly she grabs my hand and pulls me with her.
I don't know how to act so I just let her guide me.

She stops infront of a field of blue flowers.

"These are my favorites. They smell like heaven... how are these called?"
She asks with stars in her eyes.

"These are forget me not flowers."
I look deep into her eyes.

"Forget me not...."
She repeats.

"Remember me..."
I mumble and look down at my feet. I somehow wish that she heard it but also I hope that she hasn't.

"What is in your bag?!"
She asks all of a sudden.

I giggle.
"You wanna know?"

She nods.
"Okay. But don't flinch."

I pull at the zipper and as soon as I opened the bag he jumps out.

Y/n flinched a little but bursts out into laughter afterwards.
"Poor guy. Why are you keeping him in this bag?"

"I wanted you to see him but first I had to find you. So I transported him in here."

She chuckles.
"There's this thing, called leash."

I shake my head.
"No. Leash is boring. This is the exclusive yeontannie express. Right Tannie?!"

"Yes."
I playfully imitate.

She laughs and stretches her arms out for Tannie.

As soon as she holds him tight to her chest he begins licking her face. Whereupon she starts chuckling. 

"Stoooop!"
She whines and squeezes her eyes.

Then she stretches him out to leave a kiss at his nose.

I smile.
The interaction between them is the cutest I've ever seen between Yeontan and any other person who got the chance to hold him.

"Yeah...you love me more than him...your bad, bad daddy just stuffed you into this old stinky bag....But don't worry. I'm not going to let this happen to you ever again."

My jaw drops at what she just said.
"Stop it! He's going to believe you."

She just sticks her tongue out at me and continue brain washing my dog.

"YAH! I'm here too!"
I pout.

She looks at me.
"Taehyung. I have to announce something. Yeontan decided to live with me from now on."

Then she presses him tight to her chest and sprints off laughing at me like a fool.

"HEY!"
I yell and chase after her.

It's been a while 🥺
I'm so sorry for not updating but somehow I just didn't feel inspired enough... I'll work on that.

🤭 Yeontannie express