Badboy shadow

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Taeyhungs.pov 

A warm breeze gently brushes my cheek and disappears as fast as it appeared.
My head resting in my hand palms as I look outside to admire the clear night.
The only thing I can hear are the trees rustling in the breeze.

I can't sleep.
And I wish I could share this moment with Lee.

Anger rises imidiatly as I imagine Noah holding Lee right now.

If he lays a finger on her he will be dead.

But here I am. In a tiny wooden house with two arrogant chicks who just want to destroy me.
Luckily I don't have to share a room with them.

I concentrate on a star which was constantly flickering.

Another breeze kisses my cheek and gives me chills.

In moments like this my brain composes melodies which describe my feelings.

I sing about the girl who stole my heart and turned my life upside down.
And the one who was different and made me love her more and more with every day passing.
She was so different from the other girls I met.
But I hurted her and I don't know how to set things right.
I can't stop thinking about her.
But I guess it's a bit too late for me to return.
I wonder if she still loves me.

I guess I'll call the song Sweet night.

Suddenly a shooting star passes by and even though I don't believe in such things I made a wish.

Then I fell asleep.

Next day

"What is he doing at the window?"

"I don't know! Maybe he couldn't sleep."

"You think so?!"

"Yeah...I do that too when I can't stop thinking..."

"I guess he thought about me.."

"You think so?!"

I open my eyes.
Jacky and her friend stand in my room staring at me like I am a wounded deer.

"What are you doing in my room?!"
I ask while I got up to look down at them.

"We just wondered if you'll get ready yourself, since we have to be at the meeting point by nine."
Jacky says in a arrogant voice.

"Had a rough night hugh?!"
The other girl, whose name I still don't know, asks.

I huff.
"Get out!"

The other girl leaves while Jacky just crosses her arms.

"Stop thinking too much about me Tae."

She can't be serious.
Me thinking about her?!

"Don't flatter yourself."
I spit back at her.

She sighs.
"Truth hurts. I know. Don't be ashamed. I'm used to it. You know many boys would stay line for me. They would kill to be you right now."

"What happened to you Jacky?! Since when you are so arrogant and selfish? That's definitely not the girl I met! And now get out!"
I yell.

"Hold on. I changed?! Since when you start to chase noob girls who are definitely out of your league?!"

"GET OUT IMIDIATLY BEFORE I FORGET MYSELF!!!"

This girl takes me to the edge of my patience!
If she were a boy I would've killed her already with words and my fists.

She looks at me.
Frightened.

"GO!"
I say in a loud voice while pointing at the door.

She glances at me for a last time before leaving the room.

I breath out loudly in aggression and
Beat my fists in the wall.
My knuckles starts to bleed but I can't stop my anger.

"Stop it!!!"
I can hear someone yelling from behind.

I turn around to see Lee in my room.
Behind her Jacky and the other girl looking scared.

"Will you stop already?!"
She continues to yell.

My chest goes up and down and I breath out loudly in cause of the energy.

"Lee...I-

"Start behaving like a civilized person!"
She spits almost angrily.

"Who told you to come?!"
I ask outraged.

"Jacky and Madison!"
She answeres.

Her name was Madison. . .
Now that wasn't a big surprise.

"Madison, Jacky...leave me alone with Lee!"

Lee looks behind her while Madison and Jacky leave the room.

Then she looks back at me after the door closes.

"What do you want?!"
She spits.

"Listen, I don't know what to say but I can't do it anymore."
I convince.

"What do you mean?!"
She asks coldly.

"Can't we go back to the past?!"
I ask.

She keeps silent. So I continue the conversation.

"Lee please..? We could switch with Noah and me and everyth-

"I'm fine to share with Noah."
She interrupts while staring at the wall behind me.

"You serious?!"

"You heard me! I'm  sicking tired of you and your stupid behavior! I discovered that there are boys out there who actually have a heart and don't behave like sick animals."

She turns around to leave but I block her way.

"You will stay here until we finished the conversation! I'm not done yet!"
I yell at her.

She tries to get past me.
"LET ME GO!"
She yells deterministic.

"Not gonna happen!"
I hiss back.

She pushes me aside.
But I held her wrist so that she has no chance to leave.

"YOU WILL NOT GO BACK TO THAT BASTARD!!!"
I yell angrily.

With this sentence I officially ended her patience.

She pushes be against the wall.
"I HATE YOU!!!"
She yells right into my face.

Then I slap her face with instant regret.

She stumbles back holding her cheek.
Tears glancing in her eyes.

She looks at me shocked and frightened.

"Don't you ever return to me!"
She whisperes under her shaking breath.

With her  arms wrapped around her tiny body, sobbing heavily she leaves the room.

What have I done...