Badboy shadow

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"Next station...Seoul."
I could hear the dull voice out of the speakers saying.

And suddenly my stomach went cold.
The past days had been exhausting.
I practiced so hard for this day and in a few minutes I would dance infront of YG! It seemed like a dream to me. Not that I'd ever thought that I was talented in dancing but all seemed so surreal.

Annabelle accompanied me on this special day. Since I broke up with Taeyhung our plan had changed a bit...

It had been two weeks now since I last talked to Taeyhung.
Everytime I saw him, he looked like a mess. His eyes had changed a lot the last days. They got red swollen and his hair was always messy.
He also seemed like he didnt care what he was wearing. He didnt even appear in the cafeteria once. I wondered if he was even eating anything. I was sorry that I destroyed his energy for the tour but what else I could do?! I couldn't stay with him until the tour was finished and acting like nothing had happened. And to be honest I missed him a lot. How often I found myself crying at my bed the past days. But I found a distraction. And it was dancing.

"Lee there it is!!"
Annabelle brought me back to reality.

We stood infront a large building which had a big sign of YG on it.
I took a deep breath and entered the building.

Everywhere you looked you could see young dressed up girls practicing their performance.

A middle aged lady greeted us at the counter.
"Welcome girls. Could you please tell me your name?!"
She politely asked.

I nod.
"My name is Lee...

"Sorry for interrupting but are you Lee y/l/n (your last name)?!"

I nod hesitantly.

"Come with me. My Boss can't wait to see you dancing."
She said and stood up.

"Please follow me."

She headed for a huge elevator.
We entered and a few seconds we left it.
"Come on, I'll first show you your room. For both of you ofcourse."

Annabelle gave me an excited look and I felt totally the same.

She stopped infront of a large wooden door.
"I'll catch you up in 2 hours. Be ready."
She gave us a warm hearted smile and left us alone in a huge luxury apartment.

As she closed the door me and Annabelle bursted out into screaming of surprisment.

We couldn't believe it!
A whole apartment for our own! And this at YG entertainment.

I ran towards the windows to watch our view.
We had a great view on the city. The sky was blue grey.
Suddenly the heaven opened its gates and thick snowflakes turned the city into a white winter dream.

This remembered me of the first snow in the night Taeyhung saved me. And at the snowball fight we had two weeks ago.
I couldn't understand why he would do something like that. He really seemed like he cared.
I tapped my fingers against the window.

"Lee... please listen to me!"
"Lee you dont understand!"
"Lee listen to me first!"

His words  echoed in my head.
It was the most painful thing in my life seeing him that upset.
Maybe I should've let him talk but... the videotape talked for itself. Also he came back and apologized and then ran away and cried.
There was no way he didnt do what was shown in the video.

"Lee I know we have a great view. But we also have a strict schedule. Come on. Change and practice your performance one last time!"

Annabelle remembered me.
I looked up and wiped a tear away.
"Yeah you are right."

She eyed my face and pulled me into an embrace.
"I'm so sorry... I didnt mean to rush you.  Take the time you need."
She apologized.

I giggled.
"Its okay. I was just wondering.. if Taeyhung may is innocent and Jacky invented it all to break us apart."
I shared my thoughts.

Annabelle gave me a pitiful look.
"Boo...as much as I want to believe it but the video is proof enough... Yeah, Jacky is a snake but maybe you just want to believe your wish."

I nod.
"Yeah but.. I should've let him talk first."

She shook her head.
"You did nothing wrong. And if you feel bad about it, you can talk to him but not now. First you have to let the auditions passing you."

I understood. The auditions is the most important thing now. Taeyhung could tell me his point of view afterwards.

I dressed up and rehearsed the dance one last time.
Right after, the kind lady from the counter came back to bring me to YG.

Before she opened the big glass doors she raised her wrist.
"Good luck!"
She smiled and I entered the room with sweaty hands.

YG who sat behind a glass table owned my whole respect. He looked at me with judging eyes. But this was his job.
He must have recognized my uncertainty and smiled.

"I heard a lot about  you. A dear friend of mine recommended you. You must have talent. Otherwise he wouldn't call me just like that. Dont disappoint me dear."

He then nod, telling me to start.
The music started blasting out of the boxes and now there was only me and the music. It felt like someone brought the lost piece of my heart back to me. The part that I searched for my whole life. I didnt even cared anymore that YG was judging me.
My body was fluent to the music and there was nothing that could separate us.

After the song ended YG ended up clapping and smiling.

"You are the first trainee that impressed me at first sight! YOURE IN! THERE IS NOTHING TO DISCUSS ABOUT!!!"

I was overwhelmed. The practice turned out to be worthy.
I took a step forward and hid my face inside of my hand palms.

"Thank you so much!"
I mumbled under tears.

He stood up and hugged me.
"Oh sweetheart dont cry! You are part of the girl group.! Come on. We have to get rid of the paperwork."

He pulled me to the glass table and reached for a paper.

"Here sign this and you are officially in."

I took the pen and a deep breath.
This is all I ever wanted.
Being something special.

I didnt hesitated and wrote my name on it.

My hands were still shaking.

"You are now leader, first head of the G-rebels! Congrats! Let me give you a hug."

He pulled me into an embrace and I couldn't believe that this was really happening to me.