Elliot pov
Wincing I stand up and held my hand on my forehead thank god the fever is gone I have been staying in the hotel for a week and told my parents that I'm staying at a friend home mom first said no but I told her it's an emergency
I didn't want to stay that long just two days I had to because I got shot and my shoulder needs to heal also stay away from mason and Alex
I hate him more because I think about him every damn minute his not here still he's in my mind all the time I can't stay away from him even if I want
Mason called and messaged me but I didn't answer I couldn't I was sick and I didn't want to talk to him his my Best friend but I can't act like I'm okay always I saw him sleeping with his cousin but I feel so bad I hate myself for it more than I already do because I'm ignoring him
I walk out the shower and cleaned my wound wince it's hurts so much I pulled the fucking bullet with my finger while screaming my belt between my teeth but now is good I put a pad on the wound and wrapped it
I walk out the bathrooms and put a black shirt a black ripped jeans and my leather jacket on and styled my hair I took my bag and walk out the room
I started the car and drive to school, what should I say no one will ask, I was in the hotel to calm down but I can't, I got shoot and the only thing in my mind was Alex I fucking hate him , he makes me feel things I have never felt not butterflies I don't know I feel....safe I don't even know him but I feel like this and I hate it why can't I feel like this with Isa or any other girl
I park my car and climb out everyone is looking at me like they saw a ghost I roll my eyes what's so special about me I'm a normal human being
I walk down the hallway towards my class and I saw mason, Rocco, and Alexander
He looks handsome with a button opened black shirt and jeans he runs his fingers through his black hair while smoking, I shut my eyes and sigh I can't think like that they are all the same, gays are the same they screw everything and I hate them for what one of them did to me
I ignored them and walk in the class fisting my hand I sat in the back near the window and look out until I heard the ring, the class fill as The students some started whispering about me and some nonsense
I felt eyes on me but I didn't look up I don't want to talk now or I might snap they are getting on my nerves, the teacher walks in and saw me her eyes widen
" Welcome back Mr. Wilson," she said I no she looked at me surprised because I didn't say anything
I didn't talk to anyone through the whole class or even look at them I felt Alex glancing at me but I didn't look at him I know if I look at him everything will be messed up
I picked a tray and put a sandwich with water on it after paying I walk towards our table and sat down they are not here still , I started eating as I saw three chairs pulled out
I look up and stare at Rocco I can't make eye content with mason or Alex with mason because I can't forget his moans the image and Alex his intense eyes and the lust
" Why didn't you answer my phone calls," mason asked touching my shoulder I hide the little wince I didn't look at him " after I told dad I'm staying at a friend I put my phone away I wanted to spend time with him, " I said
" Why are you not looking at me," he asked and I froze I can't answer his question so the only thing I can do is right now walks away I stand up picking my tray " I need to go to the bathroom," I said and rush out after putting the tray away
Suddenly I felt a hand grabbing me and pushed me on the corner I look up and saw mason looking at me worriedly his searching something " answer my question " he said I didn't say anything
He squeezed my shoulder " ah fuck " I yell holding my shoulder " what happened " he asked and tried to touch me I move away " nothing " I said calmly " than fucking tell me why are you ignoring me we are Best friend " he yelled I looked at him with anger
" you fucked up mason so bad you fucked Rocco his your cousins i saw you I can't forget the image of your fucking moans man, first being gay I expected but now hell no, " I said and walk away I heard him yell after me but I ignored it
My phone rang I picked up and saw it's Samuel why his calling me I held in my ear " the wolf's found a new gang leader " he said I can imagine him pacing back and forth running his fingers through his hair " I don't care who the new leader is I took my revenge that's all mattered " I said shutting my eyes
" How are you," he asked " I feel like I'm about to explode from anger and frustration and I feel sad," I said leaning against my car
" come to the club tonight drink and I will get a girl for you," he said I know his smirking now motherfucker
" Okay, later, " I said chuckling and hang up I threw my bag on the back and climb in I saw Alex looking at me through the window I didn't move I couldn't just his stare makes me hot and nervous
I looked away and started driving...
3 am I finished this chapter I can't open my eyes cerealy as I'm writing this and eating chocolate cereal so this is tonight's update or tomorrow I just want to sleep but I have to finish the cereal first 😂🥱😴
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