Mine

Chapter 34

Elliot pov

Mature

opening my eyes slowly I look beside me Alex is still asleep his head is on my chest and his arm around my waist smiling I ran fingers through his hair and caressed his cheek

I run my thumb over his bottoms lips " wake up " I said whisper " no " he said groaning smirking I roll over on top of him and took his and my briefs off

" wake up," I said kissing his chest " mmm Elliot stop," he said biting his lips as I stroke his half-hard member " fuck stop I haven't washed myself," he said opening his eyes

" it's fine," I said sucking his neck and rubbed lube on my cock " your still leaving marks on me," he asked raising his brow " yeah I love them I want every inch of your body full of my marks," I said kissing him

Alex screamed in my mouth as I entered him " ahh you asshole just warn me before doing it " he said making me chuckle " sorry " I said " can I move you're killing me " I ask burying my face into the crook of his neck inhaling his scent he nodded and wrapped his arms around me

I started moving gently and kissed him I look at him through my eyes he looks so good it's like his in peace his eyes are shut as he moved his lips and squeezed my shoulders

I don't want to end this I want to be in his eyes I don't want to go to my fucked up life that I suffer everyday " look at me " I whisper Alex opened his eyes " why are you crying " he asked I look at him confused and touched my eyes I look at my finger and saw tears

" Nothing, you're amazing you know that, " I said looking at him he rolled his eyes " your so cheesy," he said kissing my neck his lips moved and sucked my neck I didn't move I don't want to hurt him again by rejecting him Alex moved away and look at me confused that why I'm not saying anything " yours," I said he smiled and started sucking my neck again

I took his member in my hand and stroke him fast as I pounded in him in and out " fuck I'm gonna cum alm.." he moaned as he cum and clenched around me " Alex " I moan as I cum inside him

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Alex rolled us over and laid on top of me " fuck my back it hurts" he said groaning making me smile " why are you smiling " he said brushing his nose against mine " was I good " I ask raising my brow he rolled his eyes again " no I had better " he said my smile faded and I look away that sting

What if he breaks my heart what would I do, can I take his rejection, no I can't, he's the only one that makes me feel alive he makes me feel that the old Elliot is not dead He makes me feel that I can still have feeling and not cold who feels nothing

" hey look at me I didn't mean like that I was just joking, your everything," he said cupping my cheek and kissed me pulling away from kiss I buried my face into crook of his neck " Alex don't leave me I don't know what I will turn into I think I will lose myself " I whisper I don't know if heard me or not because he didn't say anything

" can I take a shower her before I leave, " I said he nodded but didn't move " I can't move if you're on top of me," I said I can't move him from me obviously his stronger then me

" I don't want you to leave," he said kissing my neck and inhaled my scent " I have to-it's already dark," I said he sighed and pulled away from me

sighing I stood up and walk in the shower, I turn the shower on and washed my body for once I didn't feel disgusted I didn't feel that man hand over my body instead I feel Alex him touching me so gently I'm scared so scared that it won't last long

I step out the shower and looked at my reflection on the mirror, I don't know who the boy is that I'm looking at since mom and dad died I don't know myself I feel like I'm in a stranger body, my hair is longer my eyes are looking dead my lips are pink my toned chest and these abs I don't like them that's not me

I touched my neck his marks that's made me smile His mine and I'm his, Alex was right I will come to him myself and I did he made me fall in.... love with him

my eyes widen as I look at myself and grinned like an idiot I love him shit I love Alexander, I'm nervous my heart is racing I feel those butterflies in my stomach is this love? is this love that I feel for Alex?!

Does he love me or not or he just likes me and will throw me away after he's tired but I don't even deserve his love god it's not fair all I want is Alex but I can't have him

sighing I put my clothes on and walk out the bathroom I saw him sitting on his bed looking out the window I walk towards him and sit beside him

" I have to go now I will see you later okay," I said kissing his bare shoulder and run my hand over his back he sighed and looked at me " when were you going to tell me," he asked I look at him confused

" what, " I ask he stand up and give me my phone I bit my lip and looked at the screen it's Isa text saying that she comes back home from school and she and our baby misses me

" Alex, listen to me," I said standing up and walk towards him but he moved away from me my hands are beginning to shake " why didn't you tell me before," he asked clenching his jaw " i... I...I was scared...I didn't want to hurt you but please believe me it was before we even kissed I swear I didn't do it on purpose" I said reaching to touch his face

" don't touch me," he said " please, believe me, she told me she had an abortion after my parents died but that day when you come to the classroom she told me she lied and she's still pregnant," I said holding my tears

" just go," he said turning away I held his hand turning him around and cupped his face in my hands " Alex please it was a mistake I don't love her don't walk away from me please I lo.. " I stopped

" just go, Elliot, I'm losing my mind I can't control myself I don't want to hurt you," he said moving my hands away from his face I wanted to say he already hurt me but I don't care because I hurt him too

nodding I picked my coat and phone before walking out his room and Hause

will we see each other again?

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