3 years later
Elliot pov
" are coming to bed, " Isa asked opening my office door and walking towards me she sat on my lap and kissed me it's been two and a half year since we are married still I don't feel anything for her
I look down at her baby bump and touched it " how is my princess " I ask she buried her face into the crook of my neck kissing and inhaled my scent I shut my eyes and sigh
" she's fine, are working late again," she asked I nod and caressed her cheek " is my baby boy asleep, " I ask she nodded and giggled when I kissed her hand " I will come in 30 minutes," I said she nodded kissing me again and walk out the door
I don't love her but I care about Isa I try to make her happy when she told she wants another baby I couldn't say no because she was crying and told me she never wanted something from me but she wanted a baby from me
I tried to forget him but I can't I see him in news and interviews he looks so cold and emotionless like me we are same but why he left me he told me to go away I didn't marry Isa for two years but she asked me why I didn't want to marry her and I couldn't answer honestly so I told her I was planning to surprise her
" daddy " I heard his voice I look up and I saw my son standing by the door and tears were running down his hazel eyes
" what's wrong Elazar," I asked opening my arms for him he walked in my arms and sniffed " I had a bad dream you and mommy were leaving me and baby sis," he said hiccuping I run my hand over his head and kissed his head
" Everything will be okay, daddy and mommy are not going anywhere," I said he looked up " pinky promise," he said wiping my tears " pinky promise," I said kissing his cheek
" I love you, daddy," he said I pulled in my chest and inhaled his scent " I love you so much Elazar don't leave daddy ever you're my world," I said kissing his head and stand up
I laid him down on his bed and put the blanket on him turning the light off I walk out his room and made my way towards my bedroom when I walked in I saw Isa wearing silky lingerie She smiled and bite her lips
Do I have to tonight, I'm tired I was working all day sighing I shrugged off my coat and took my clothes off after brushing my face and teeth I walk the bathroom
opening the drawer I took my sleeping pills and swallowed with some water closing it again I laid down and shut my eyes
I opened my eyes as I felt her hand running over my scars making me flinch " I missed you " she said kissing my neck and touched my chest " Isa I'm tired not tonight " I said she huffed and pulled away " it's been a week Elliot you didn't even touch me " she said kissing me hard
What the fuck is wrong with her " Isa I just want to sleep I worked all they stop it " I said annoyed and turn my back to her, suddenly I felt her hand on my member she's pregnant I don't want to yell at her
" How did she touch you tell me I want to touch you like her I want to make you feel good," she said making me freeze I gulp and sat up " what are you talking about, " I ask " I don't know who she is but she's always in your mind just tell me I will touch you as she did," she said touching me again
" what the fuck is wrong with you," I said standing up " it's been fucking three years Elliot you don't even look at me when we have sex, you don't love me, you don't care about me and our kids, are you cheating on me " she yelled
" Isa it's Late we will talk tomorrow," I said sighing " no I'm tired of this I want to talk now " she yelled and cried I clench my jaw why is she yelling Elazar will wake up
" of course I care about you and our kids what do you want from me Isa I gave you fucking everything, you wanted to get married and I marry you, you wanted a new Hause I brought this Hause for you, you wanted a baby I gave you and don't ever say I cheat on you, I don't cheat, I'm not a cheater," I said running my fingers through my hair
" you don't love me, you only smile when you're with Elazar, you don't even look at me straight in the eyes when we have sex you don't even want to fucking cum," she said now sobbing
" Isa stop crying I love you, I love you so much, happy, I will look at you in the eyes when we sleep together just stop crying you're making me crazy," I said and grabbed her chin
" remember you wanted this I told you before accept who I'm, I can't change, I have never cheated on you, after everything I did for you and your family I get this from you, I can't even sleep one night in peace because I didn't want to have fucking sex, I did and do everything to make you happy and our son "
" I don't know who you're talking about, I don't have someone else in my life I have no one in my mind it's only you, you and our kids are the most important persons in my life so don't fucking yell or accuse me of cheating on you Isa, don't make me do something I don't want to, " I said staring at her eyes she nodded and wiped her tears taking my pillow I went walk out the door
" don't go I'm so sorry it's just the hormones I didn't want to yell at you," she said holding my arm " go sleep Isa " I commanded and didn't let look at her, she let go of my arm and I walk out the bedroom
I walk in my leaving room and put my pillow on the couch I opened the balcony and sat on the chair I look at the moon and sigh " Alexander, Alexander, Alexander what are you doing to me I just lied in her face that I love her and I feel so bad she doesn't deserve this it's your fault I wish I never met you and nothing would have happened " I whisper lighting my cigarette and inhale
He's still with me he's not leaving me even after three years, forget him Elliot his no one he doesn't want you and you don't want him
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