Mine

Chapter 22

Elliot pov

I can see he's scared but still he's trying to look brave, who is he? He looks young same age as me I think, why was he in the underground? and he looks rich boy not poor

God I hate doing this I never wanted to become like this a killer it's my own fault I did this to myself, that man did it the fucking school did this to me I have so much hate and anger inside me and it's eating me

nothing in me is good all I have is darkness and it's hurt it hurts so much this feeling the fucking emptiness I have this hole in my heart that I can't fill it, I'm becoming a monster somehow I like to be like this no one can hurt me like this no one can break me because I'm already hurt and broken

I sat down opposite the boy and lean against the iron wall, I took my gun out and look up the boy flinched as he looks at my cold eyes and backed away from me

I pointed my gun at him his eyes widen " I'm gonna ask you questions if you tell the truth nothing will happen to you and you're free but if you lie I will shoot you " I said he quickly nodded

I felt something run down over my lips lifting my hand up I touched it, it's warm I look at my fingers blood, fucking hell I wipe my nose and mouth with my sleeve and turn my head aside

Samuel stood there like a bodyguard when he locks eyes with me his cold expression changes and his eyes soften he look at me worriedly I nod my head showing him I'm okay

" what's your name, " I ask looking at the boy his didn't say anything just look at me his eyes are full of tears but he didn't let them fall I wanted to tell him I'm sorry and let him go but I can't do that

I want to know who he is who the fucking leader is and why does he want to kill me I didn't do anything to him I just killed to weak gang leaders I have so many questions I feel like my head is gonna explode and my head hurts so bad

Clenching my jaw I look at Samuel and nod my head he understood what I mean

He walked towards the boy and punched him in the face couple of times the boy moaned and groaned in pain, I look at his face it's bruised bad but not like my face

" stop," I said Samuel stopped when he heard me and moved away " I'm going to ask again if you don't answer I will shoot you this Time so what's your name, " I ask

" Benjamin," he said wincing I nod " why were you in the underground, " I ask gritting my teeth I want to finish this fast but my mind is not fucking working I forget what I wanted to ask

" watching like everybody else," he said I didn't want to do this pointing my gun at his leg I pull the trigger " ahhhh " he screamed holding his leg

" fucking tell me the truth or I will kill you now " I yell pointing my gun on his forehead his eyes widen with fear I know he fucking thought I'm joking

"I was looking for someone " he shouted tears run down his eyes from pain " who," I ask he stayed silent " I can't tell you boss will kill me," he said whimpering

" I said who or I will fucking kill you myself," I said pointing on his other leg " I don't know all boss told me is that he's a  street fighter and his name is Elliot we don't know how he looks like or even his last name," he said

They don't know how I look like that's good that means I still have time to kill him

" what does he want from him, " I ask he didn't say anything again I roll my eyes and pointed at his other leg and shoot him " ahhh fuckkk " he screamed holding his other leg

" I fucking don't know why he already took his revenge but still he's after him," he said and his eyes widen realizing he said too much

What does it mean by revenge " what do you mean " I ask he look at me confused " who are you " he asked groaning standing up I held his chin tightly " I asked you a question fucking answer me " I said ignoring his question

" He killed his brother so boss killed his... father," he said I let go of his chin and didn't move he killed my dad he didn't die by accident and brother?

" brother," I ask standing straight and kicked his legs making him scream again " the...wolf...leader," he said my eyes widen and I look at Samuel he also looked shocked

" what's the leader name, " I ask swallowing the lump in my throat " Robert.... sanders," he said shaking, his skin is turning pale because of losing blood

" Last question what's your relation to him, " I ask smirking he look at me with fear " I'm his son," he said I wanted to cry I don't know what to do

" what should I do kill him," I said more like a statement turning my head aside and I look at Samuel he's also smirking

" Please don't kill me, I hate my father he doesn't even let me call him father he treats me like a dog and beat my mom every day I'm not lying please, believe me, I don't know anything else he ordered me to look for that guy because he wanted him and me dead," Benjamin said now completely sobbing in front of me

sighing walk towards the door and stopped on my place I heard him let out a sigh I turn around " eye for an eye, he killed my dad and I'm gonna kill his son that's fair right?  " I said smirking he looks up shocked I didn't let him say anything before shooting him straight in the head emotionlessly

" I hate liars," I said and look at Samuel he looks at me still worriedly " bury him somewhere," I said before walking out

I feel nothing and the hole in my chest is getting bigger with the hate inside me I didn't want this, none of this but I will fucking kill Robert if it's the last thing I do

I park my car outside the club, not the one with underground but the other one, I can't go to Isa like this, I look at my hands how can I take my son in my arms I have people blood on my hands, he will hate me when he grew up his father is a murderer how can I look at Isa and Alexander

I climb out the car and slammed the door angry I need to do something or I'm gonna explode from anger, pain and...guilt fucking Alex his still in my mind I hate him so much and at the same time I want him so bad

Walking in the dark club girls and boys are grinding on each other and some making out and some just talking, shaking my head I walk upstairs towards VIP area and ordered a drink

I sat down and picked the whole bottle instead of the glass and drank not stopping even for air finally after drinking half of it, I put the bottle down and lit a cigarette

" hey " I heard someone say I look up and the girl flinched looking at my cold eyes I smirk she quickly turn around and walked away

I rest my head back and look at the ceiling while taking a drag of my cigarette tears rolled down from the corner of my eyes slowly I didn't blink the only thing I'm thinking is

Why me? Everyone hates me, I didn't deserve any of this I wasn't like this all I wanted was to be a normal boy not a fucking killer with a fucked up life

Even after drinking it's not going away that fucking pain it's always in me until it kills me slowly until it kills Elliot and I'm waiting for it

I felt fingers caressing my cheek and wiped my tears I wipe my eyes with my sleeve and sat straight taking another large sip of my drink

" what do you want Alex," I ask

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