Mine

Chapter 19

Elliot pov

I roll my eyes at him walk past him " why are you running away from me " he asked making me stop on my track, I don't know myself it's too much for me

" I'm not running away from anything," I said still not turning around to face him, my heart is racing again I'm nervous I hate that he can make me feel like this

holding my arm he turned me around I stare at him emotionlessly, I don't want to show him any emotion I don't want to let my walls down again, if I did I will break down in front of him because he's the one who can break me

" if you touch her again I will kill you Elliot no one will touch what's mine or I will ruin them," he said getting closer for the first time I got scared of someone I look at Alex his like another person he has this dark aurora around him

" I'm not yours and you can't do anything do you know why because if you hurt people I care I will kill you with my bare hands," I said gritting my teeth he chuckled

" your mine Elliot and I will do everything to have you, " he said getting more closer pressing his forehead against mine I shut my eyes and sigh, I don't feel alone I don't feel empty I don't care how my life is so messed up and I'm fucking useless

" Why are you doing this? what do you want from me? " I ask Alex cupped my face in his hands and sighed, he changed, the dark aurora is not around him anymore

" I don't want anything from you, I only want you I will give you everything you want just ask, I want you to want me back, this," he said placing my hand on his heart

" I know how you feel, how you suffer, I know you're in pain I will make it go away, I will bring light to your life, your heart only beat fast when I'm near you I know you feel nervous when I'm near you, I'm saying this because I feel the same when I'm you're near me," he said

Opening my eyes I know they are red and full of tears but I don't let them fall " I hate you Alexander " I said he pulled me closer by my neck chuckling before kissing me

I pull away and look at him shocked I don't know what come over me and I pulled him to me and pressed my lips on his my heart is racing There wasn't a moment of hesitation after this. I wrap my arms around his neck and trace my hand behind his neck slightly He shuddered and there was a sound from the back of his throat, half growl, half moan. Little shivers of pleasure and panic shot through me as he deepened the kiss and bite my lower lips

I stopped kissing him and pull away what was I thinking I'm a disgusted person I was sleeping with Isa the woman who is now caring my child's and now I'm kissing the person that cares about me and wants me to be his I'm using both of them hurting them

" I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I'm a fucking coward," I said and walk out the door wiping my eyes I don't want anyone to see me like this, I had the best kiss in my life and I left him there without an answer

I'm a coward and useless I can't do anything right I can't leave my unborn son and his mother, I can't run away from my responsibilities why I'm fighting with myself I don't like him

Don't deny how you feel towards him it's more than that don't lie just accept it

I can't

Walking down the hallways I opened my classroom door and look around until I found Isa " pack and come with me " I said making my voice deeper, she nodded and started packing her bag she's so submissive and I think she likes when someone tells her what to do but I'm not into those things I just want her to agree what I'm saying not everything just the important things

" you can't leave like that," the teacher said I turn my head and glare at him he looked down and didn't say anything fucking coward he's scared of his own student

" Why are you looking at me, walk, " I said to Isa she quickly runs out the class making me smirk I love this it's going to fun messing with her

" don't do this " I heard his voice I turn around, his eyes are red I walk towards him and hugged him tightly I hurt him so much already and I feel like a bitch

" I can't, I have to I'm sorry," I said he shook his head "you're still not accepting it, as I told you, you will come to me by yourself," he said walking away

I'm not going to be his, never, we are not meant to be together, maybe our world is same but our life is different I have responsibilities he has his own responsibilities I can't we can't act like kids

I shook my head and walk towards my car I saw Isa standing there touching her belly and smiling I don't love her but I care about Isa since I saw her in the club we had a connection Its still in mind that how she was shy and couldn't flirt with me, she's beautiful

The wind blows her dark black hair and she bites her rosy lips her cheeks are also pink she's not tan and not pale she's natural everything about her is innocent and good

" do you like music," I ask as we climb in the car she nodded and looked at me with her big black eyes smiling

I connected my phone with the Bluetooth and turn the Musik on Isa leaned her head against the window and hummed

I was angry when she said she had abortion now I think I didn't have any right to be angry at her I mean she was scared of her parents and I told her I don't do relationship and it's her body she can do what she wants I can't force her to carry my child

" Isa," I said she hummed and looked at me " I'm sorry that I yelled at you I was just...having a hard time," I said sighing she touched my arm it didn't feel like his touch

" it's okay I shouldn't have lied to you I'm sorry too he's your baby too our baby," she said smiling I nod and parked the car outside her Hause

Our baby

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