Turn Back Time *H.MM x P.JM*

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So give me strength, to face this test tonight - Aqua - Turn Back Time

"But you can't leave me!? Why are you doing this?!" Momo cried out to Jimin, as they were at her apartment. "I promise I will change for you!" Momo begged Jimin to stay with her, as he had his luggage in hand. "Tell me what you want and I will do it! I can't live without you!"

"It's over! I have change and found another," he told her. "We can't be us ever. I hope everything goes well for you in the future." He walked away from Momo, as she fell to the ground crying.

"Jimin, please come back. I will change for you. I will be the girl of your dreams! Please...I love you." He stopped for a moment and response to her.

"But I don't love you!"
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It has been months since Jimin broke up with Momo and the former couple did not see each other. Everyone was heartbroken for the couple to be over, except for Jimin. He was free and able to hang out with his friends again. He is able to go places he can without any worry. He didn't have someone holding him back which he enjoy. His group is going well and they were popular everywhere in the world. Yet something in the back of his mind makes him worry about something. He didn't know what but he could careless right now.

They were in the middle of their stadium tour when news broke out.

Twice's Hirai Momo passed away

Twice member, Hirai Momo, the dancing machine of Twice passed away this morning at Seoul Medical Center. Momo has been suffering from a longtime illness which has gotten worse the last few months. Momo has stop treatment a few months as it was her decision. Her family was with her when she passed. JYP Entertainment and Twice are in mourning over the lost of their beloved Momoring. Funeral arrangements and in the works, as family, friends, and idols can visit her once last time.

Jimin couldn't believe the news that his ex-girlfriend was dead but also ill. She never shown any sign of illness to him when they were together. She was always happy with him and looks healthy. There is no way, no way she is gone.

BTS put their concert on hold to fly back to Korea to pay their respect to Momo. There were pink flowers everywhere with a bit of white, red, and yellow ones as well. Jimin knew Momo would be happy to see this, as pink roses is her favorite. He would always give her roses for their dates. She had a huge smile on her face and her eyes lit up. Jimin wanted to smile at the memory but it wasn't the time for that. Jimin looked around to see her picture in the center.

She looks so beautiful in the photo, a visual

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She looks so beautiful in the photo, a visual. Jimin always though Momo could be the visual in her group, hell she was always a visual in his eyes. Jimin sighed, as memories of them came back. All the good memories with her, how they been together for so long.

Jimin kneel in front of her picture and remember their break up. Jimin just wanted to be single and not tied down because he was young. He would eventually end up back with Momo, but he wanted her to test the waters as well. Yet that didn't happen and now she is gone.

If she only told him that she was ill, he would have stay with her so she wasn't alone. Momo always though of the others first. The night when they broke up, it was the first time she was being selfish. She was trying to tell him to stay so she had the strength to fight the illness. But his foolish mind and heart told him to let go and be free.

Jimin didn't notice he was crying until Namjoon and Jin helped him up to his feet. Everyone in the room knew they still have feelings for each other, but they were both blind. Jimin was blinded to see the love of his life right in front of him and Momo was blinded to let love leave her.

Jimin was shaking in their arms, as he let out a painful cry. His Momo was gone and how he wish he could turn back time and never broke up with her that fateful night. Jimin continued to cry, as everyone else was silently crying as well. It hurts them to see two lovers separate like this. Everyone though they would got married and have a family in the future. Jimin tried to reach out to the picture, as his hand shook in front of him. If he could touch her picture than he could wake up from this nightmare. He touch the picture, but nothing change. Everything around him was still the same, as Jimin slump down to the ground, with them still holding his arms.

It took a while for them to leave the room, as Jimin would not calm down. Before they left, Sana stopped Jimin and hand him a letter. He looked at it to see it was Momo's handwriting. He nodded to her, as she patted his hand and gave him a light smile. They will be back again to see the final stage of the funeral.

Jimin was in his room, staring at the letter in his hands. He slowly open the letter, as he pulled out the pages. He set the envelope in his lap and began to read the letter.

My dearest Jimin,

This will be the last time I write anything, as my body is getting weak. I wanted to write to you as I do owe you an explanation and my final words.

I was sadden the night you left me. It did break my heart, as I wanted you with me. Yet I never got to tell you the reason why I was being selfish that day. I had cancer, yes, cancer. I have been battling it in secret, which only family, my members and JYP knew. I was so scared if I told you, you would have left sooner. My body was getting weaker, but I didn't want you to think I was weak.

I'm sorry Jimin, I never told you about my illness, but I did understand you wanted to be free... sorry if my handwriting is a bit shaky. It is getting hard for me to hold anything in my hands now of day. I honestly wish I could have turn back time and told you that I was ill. Would you stay with me or would I be alone? Either way, I wish I told you.

I love you always. I'm kinda glad you can't see me right now. I look like a wreck. I want you to find another love. Someone who can take care of you. Someone who will be by your side. Someone who will love you....

I just wish it was me...

Momo

Jimin was in tears, crying after reading her letter. He look at the envelope and found something in there. He pulled it out and cried even more. It was the ring he gave Momo when they started going out. A simple pink heart shape ring. Jimin held the ring up and gave it a kiss.

"I will always love you Momo...until we meet again...I will never stop loving you."
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Jimin: -crying- author-min...it was so sad...why!!!
I was in a mood for something sad, but back to happy!
Jimin: -cry and hug Momo-
Momo: it's all right, I'm use to dying in some of her parts.

Thanks for reading. Comment down below who should be next and who should be part 200.

Comment and vote! Much love
Bye sweetie sweetie

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