Jackson Whittemore

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(lets pretend he doesn't look snarky)

gender neutral

Y/N's POV

We were all currently seated amongst the plush cushions of Scott's home. Scott went on telling us about the several killings that have occurred. I felt anxious as he continued to take into context what is going on, whilst I chewed on the edge of my thin nails. Feeling as it was my fault for all of it happening in a town so remarkable. Everything down to Lydia, the things happening to Jackson, all of it. I couldn't lie and say I would be fine for too much longer, so I knew it was time to say what I truly felt. 

"Gu-" I started to say but was interrupted by a howl I knew too well causing me to snarl.

We all gathered outside looking around before running into the woods down the street from where we were. As we hit the grass I extended my claws preparing for anything to happen, listening immensely. But I took a step forward stepping onto some kind of pendant that shot an arrow at me. In my eyes, it moved in slow motion towards me, and I just stared seemingly waiting for the impact.

Scott's hand came in front of me, catching the arrow before turning to me.

"Y/N!" he exclaimed, breaking me out of my trance, "Were you just going to let it hit you?"

I just stared before shaking my head and walking away thinking to myself why do problems seem to follow me everywhere I go. Why do people die before my very eyes when I'm around? What have I done to deserve this? Is this all the gods torturing me for what my family has done?

A tear trickled down the side of my cheek and I hurriedly wiped it away before murmuring to myself, "Get it together, Y/N."

"Let's head to Derek's so we can continue the discussion," Scott announced earning nods in return, "It looked to only be a lone wolf trying to get us out here for some reason but let's keep tabs on it."

We nodded in response and headed to our respective cars. 

at Derek's loft

We stood around the couch that was placed inside the cold living room looking towards Scott talking but my mind was in another place. I thought about how these killings were similar to each other and what or who could be causing them, which I still couldn't depict. 

"Guys!" I randomly screeched before looking around the room, them turning towards me. 

"I-I feel like it's my fault and I can't do this anymore. You guys didn't have all this shit happening to you... at least not as much until I came around," I sniffed slightly now noticing my claws were extended. 

"Y/N it's not your fault. Many supernatural things occur, brought here by different sources. That doesn't mean it's necessarily you," Scott stated and that only made me angrier. 

"It is me, it always has been! Anywhere I go. Y-You guys wouldn't know that," I uttered before thinking about Jackson trying to calm myself down. 

I started walking towards the loft door, opening it. 

"Y/N/N, please don't go. You're a part of us now," Stiles stated making me pause but I knew I had to go. 

Tears ran down my face as I whispered, "Not anymore," before walking out. 

I went to the apartment Jackson and I shared, angrily packing my belongings for another long trip once again. I heard the apartment door open but I ignored it trying to move faster than I was before. 

"Babe, are you here?" Jackson asked but I didn't answer.  

2nd POV

He walked into the room looking at you questioningly before asking, "Y/N what are you doing?" 

"I'm going to leave," you replied not looking in his direction. 

"Why?" he asked, started become frightened at the thought of you leaving. 

You stopped what you were doing, turning towards him.  

"Thank you so much for being there for me through all of this. It's been amazing being with someone like you, changing yourself to be with someone as broken as me," you cried leaving Jackson in a state of shock. 

He walked towards you making you look away, "Hey baby, look at me," he held onto the sides of your face gently whilst wiping the tears away. 

"Why are you crying? Is it something I did or didn't do?" you lightly chuckled at his question. 

"No you've been amazing, better than what I ever hoped for but I have to go," you stated looking into his eyes. 

A tear ran down his cheek as he spoke again, "Why?" 

"Because, all these deaths are happening and I feel that it's my fault," you paused to take a breath and Jackson listened intently, "Death follows me J and I don't want any of you to get hurt because of me being here or bringing things here with me." 

"Y/N it's not your fault. Things have been happening before you got here and just because we've stated that the deaths have increased doesn't mean it has anything to do with you. I know that you feel that way since the events that have happened before but you have to forgive yourself, babe," he said sincerely and I nodded. 

"I can't. What if they're still bound to me?" you asked referring to what your family did a couple of years ago that allowed different supernatural beings to attach to you, killing tons of people. 

"They're not and we made sure of it a few months ago. You have to let it go so it won't consume you," he answered smiling slightly. 

"You're right," you said smiling in return as Jackson placed a tender kiss on your lips. 

"So are you gonna stay?" he asked pouting. 

You chuckled at his facial expression and said, "Of course." 

He picked you up off your feet, twirling you around. 

"Thank you to the gods for giving me such an amazing somewhat human being!" he yelled into the air making you laugh harder. 

He paused staring at you with so much love, "I love you so much Y/N." 

"I love you," you answered in reply bringing his lips to yours. 

a few weeks later

You walked through the doors of the place most teens hated, school. 

"Y/N!" Stiles called out and you smiled as the others came over. 

"We thought you left us forever," Lydia said dramatically making you chuckle. 

You sighed before saying, "I tried to leave but I would be leaving my heart here too."

They all smiled at you before running in to have a group hug, making you once again glad to be back with the people you loved most. 

[originally posted: Feb 22 2020]

[edited: Jun 22 2021]

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hello you guys! i hope y'all enjoyed this chapter and sorry it took me so long to update. thanks for sticking around! xo eli

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