Thirty : all of me, whoever I was

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Meanwhile in the ICU:

I could cry in her hair forever
As she always smelled like goodness
And drenched in those frigid dawns
That you are dying to see
I held out her hand a little closer
And wiped off my endless tears
For the first time, I noticed a freckle
Near her eyes, as soft as snow
How did I live before, without seeing it
As it was much alive, just like her
Her freckle, right on her flawless skin
Was the colour of my eyes
I couldn't help but smile
And kissed right there, beneath the blue
Her soft eyelids were so fragile
As butterfly's wing in summer
I tried to kiss there with care
As it was so creamy like the sky
Well, she was the sky, surrounding me
Whereever I was, whenever I was
She loved me, when I didn't love myself
All of me, whoever I was
The red scarf she left at my home
On my birthday while dancing
I still had it, somewhere in the drawer
It always brought the memories, all of them
I felt we never had them, but we did
But that was not the ending
Rather it was the beginning
Of a worth-living summer
That was the beginning
Of our new chapter of love
The one that deserved a rose, at every page
That was not the ending
The Smiths song kept playing
I was holding her hand
While my face buried in her hair
The sunlight came in, wiping her soul
It was the beginning of everything
I cried on, my every tear carried love
When she squeezed back my hand
It was the beginning, not the end
Maybe, we'll fall all over again
And laugh about the way
We broke eachother, but yet
Would always be in love
At every turn of the page
The flower would smell the same

                         

                                 -- she stayed

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Miracles do happen if we believe.

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