The new girl

Chpt 7

It was Monday and I hadn't talked to landon all weekend. I decided to try and keep my distance before things got serious or feelings got involved. The rest of my weekend I just slept. In the process of me getting dressed I thought about landon and how he seemed like a good guy. But I don't want to catch feelings and something happen. Once I finished getting ready I left on my way to school.

It was a quiet morning I hadn't seen landon much today and he tried talking to me but I wouldn't stop to talk. I felt guilty, my emotions are getting the best of me. As I walked to my 5th hour class I was suddenly pulled into a dark closet by big strong arms. Then I seen landons face. "What the hell are you doing?" He must've been out of his mind he scared the fck outta me. "I had to talk to you and you keep avoiding me, this was the only way." I looked at him and began to blush. That's when he relized he had me pinned against the wall so close we could feel each others breathe. "Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something, I'm not trying to pressure you. I've been freaked out since the party."

"No nothing is wrong. I just haven't had time." I say doubtfully. "That's a lie." What how did he know that.! "No it's not, I'm telling the truth." "If that's the truth why have you been running in the opposite direction when you see me?" I wasn't sure how to respond I know he caught me in a lie but I can't admit it. "Ok. Fine." He said in defeat. "Don't tell me, but you can't avoid me lakyn, I don't know what's happening but I'm here to talk." And before I knew it he left me in the storage closet to think.

I wasn't sure what to do. Loosing my mom and sister messed me and my dad up. It's like we're not even related. I don't talk to him n he doesn't talk to me much. I don't think I'm ready to open up my heart again. As I was thinking the bell rang and I walked out of class into the parking lot.

It just isn't the right time for me to be in a relationship. I don't think it'll ever be the right time. I walked up to my bike and that's when the flashbacks hit.

*Flashback of the accident
Mom! Are you ready?" I yelled for my mother. She walked down the stairs and hurried me and my sister into the car. We were going to the beach that day. But we never made it..... end of flashback

After that I've been different. I started drinking anytime I felt sad. I would smoke to forget. And mess with guys just to feel like a different person. I hopped on my bike and left the school.