The new girl

Chpt: 35

We got to the new place we'd call home and started unloading landons things. When we got it o the apartment everyone had gotten most of their things settled. We went straight into the room that we'd share and set his things down. But before I could walk out the door to get more stuff he closed the door and sat on the floor with his face in his palms. He let out small sniffles but never cried out, I seen he was trying to be strong but he's at such a low point. I sat in front of him and squished my self between his legs and wrapped my arms around him. I wasn't sure how to comfort him but I had to try. I'd always been his peace and now is when he needed me the most. He moved his hands and wrapped his arms around me snuggling into my chest as he let out slight sniffs and cry's. I wasn't sure how long we'd sat in that position before getting up. Once we separated I wiped his remaining tears and kissed his cheek.

We got the rest of his things and put them into the room, everyone had basically finished with their things and they were in the living room having a few drinks. I'd started putting our clothes in the closet while he set up his spot in the bathroom. We hadn't said much since we got back to anyone much less eachother. I had the closet separated and color coordinated. 

We finished unpacking all our things and took the extra junk out to the trash. I went into the kitchen to see everyone goofing around and they all looked so happy, which is amazing because I wasn't sure I could pull this off. Landon stayed back in the room and I sat in the kitchen with everyone trying to decide what we'd get for supper. Majority wanted pizza and wings so we ordered a bunch of food. I let them know a little about landons situation, ki and Christian went get the food while sailor and Shawn stayed back. I went into the room and seen landon laying there holding a sleeping Alicia. I quietly walked to the bed and sat down across from him. "She's perfect isn't she." He whispered. I couldn't help but smile, the way he looked at her just shows how pure and gentle he is with her. "Yea she is." I smiled. He looked up at me and examined me inch by inch. "You know lay, when you really think about it.... we created life. And not just that, but we created a being so innocent and perfect." He got up and laid her down in her crib. He turned to me and said, "Thank you." I wasn't sure what he meant but that. "For what?" I said confused. "For just being there for me today, the things my parents said were hurtful and if you hadn't shown up I may not have came. Which is sad but the truth and I want things to work with us I want to raise Alicia with you and maybe even have another kid one day. When I see you I see the future I've always wanted, and yea we've had some extreme ups and downs but aren't they just the same as other people's problems. I can't use words to explain how much I need this to wor- ." Before he could finish I'd jumped into his arms and wrapped myself around him balling my eyes out. I just could believe after scything I'd put him through he still wanted me in his future, in his life. He held me and smiled, "You didn't let me finish lay." I giggled. I looked up at him and we locked eyes. I could feel his heartbeat against my chest thumping faster and faster. I inched slowly closer to his face as he'd looked into my eyes. I slid my hand  onto his cheek and rubbed my thumb against his cheekbone. He pulled me in by my waist and that's when I leaned in the same time as him. Our lips connecting and creating sparks throughout my body. I had this amazing feelings I hadn't had in a long time. His lips were so gentle and so soft but at the same time he was passionate and demanding. I'd opened my lips just enough for his tongue to explore my mouth. He laid me down and climbed on top of me not breaking our connection. After a minute I'd gotten short of breathe and pulled away slowly, he slightly bit my slip and let it slip away. I looked into his beautiful blue eyes and smiled, As he scrunched his nose and laid down next to me. We sat there for a minute taking it all in before getting up and going into the kitchen.