Chpt 23

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It's been  and me and beau became very close. I didn't tell him about my past because I wanted to forget it, I didn't want to have any connection with any of it. But I noticed I'd been gaining weight as if I was bloated. I also have been eating a lot because beau likes to eat, so that adds up. I'd gotten some calls from the military service but I told them I wouldn't be attending. I just let them know to invite his side of the family.
Aside from my past, my future was looking up. I'd met beaus parents and his friends.

"Laylay!!" My eyes shot open to beau hovering over me smiling. "Yes, goofball?" I asked as I sat up. "Wanna go swimming?" I smiled a lot and hopped out of bed. "Duhhh!!" I ran to the bathroom to get ready. He stayed in the room, I grabbed some shorts and a tank top. My stomach just got so fat and my summer body hasn't came in yet. So I'm covering up a little more. I came out and beau was standing there with his trousers and he was HOT. Beau was 24 and I was turning 19 in 3 more months. It's crazy because I'm with a man, I'd never thought about my future like this. But everyday I'd think about landon and how I'd missed him but beau made me happy and stopped me from being depressed about my past. He saved me, if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be alive right now. And that's why I've stayed with him.

We went by his friends house and we all hungout and swam but in the middle of chilling in the pool I felt a sudden sickness. I jumped out quickly and ran to the side of the deck. And I threw up, which was unusual because I didn't feel sick. Beau came check on me and I decided to go home early. I'd gotten home and began thinking. I realized my period hadn't happened it months. But there's no way I was pregnant. I wasn't even showing sure I had a little belly but it wasn't huge. I went to the drug store and got a pregnancy test. When I got home I seen beaus truck was back and didn't know what to tell him. I walked in the house and seen him sitting down on the couch he looked toward the bag in my hand and the guilt flooded over me. I knew I had to tell him the truth no matter how much it'd hurt either of us.

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