Story Of Another Us :||: 5 Seconds of Summer ✔

Chapter 27: I'm falling apart

Kara's POV

*1st Month*

Well... it's now the first month that I'm going to be without the guys. I feel like for the next 5 months, nothing's going to be the same. Cassie, Faith, and Ella have been coming over a lot to check on me, just like Michael said they would. They've been trying their hardest to keep me happy and I love them for that. I try to show them that I'm happy but I'm still falling apart on the inside which i hope they don't notice but Cassie caught on really quick because she had sever depression in her past when she was in middle school but then when she met Faith and Ella, they helped her through the dark storm and she doesn't want me to go through that dark place because somethings can become over whelming and drive you off the edge, if you know what I mean.

The guys have been posting their stupid keeks but every time Michael was in one, he looked really tired. I have texted him but he says he's just tired from practicing. I have been checking on him on Instagram and I saw he dyed his hair... again. So now his hair is orange which looks pretty good on him. I knew he dyed it again because he had a really bad panic attack. I hate thinking about him having a panic attack and him not getting enough 'sleep' or whatever was going on with him.

Cassie, Faith, Ella, and I all face timed Ashton to say happy 20th birthday to him. When we called him we saw he was at a party which I'm guessing was for his birthday. I saw Michael in the background just sitting on a couch, scrolling through his phone. Calum and Luke where just goofing off, making funny faces behind Ashton every once in a while. Michael did start joining them which was pretty funny and that made me smile because I wanted him to have fun on his tour. I could just tell that some of them were a little bit tipsy from drinking which was funny because they kept saying stupid shit which was completely normal for them. Ashton called Cassie after we called him and said he really misses her which was so cute.

Cassie, Faith, and Ella came over a lot for sleep overs and we sometimes would get a track phone (flip phone) so we could prank call the guys which was super funny and they would start begging us not to leak their number all over the internet and have them get about a million calls in about a minute. But when we were prank calling them we purposely made our voices sound different so they wouldn't know it was us. But then after a while, we told them it was us and they were so relieved. Calum would call Ella a lot and they would goof off a lot, I swear they're meant for each other.

We did the same thing to Luke on his 18th birthday, we were about to call Luke but Ashton called us first and said they're going to surprise Luke for his birthday. They did in fact surprise Luke by running into his room while he was asleep and they all started jumping on his bed which was really funny. We got to say happy birthday to him and he thanked us and said Love you to Faith which made us all squeal like little girls. I think if I'm hanging out like this for the next few months, I might be fine...

A//N: Hey Guyzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! We love how this chapter is posted on Calum's birthday but Ashton and Luke's birthday are in this chapter! Doesn't make sense but whatever Byeeeeeeeeeee!!!