Story Of Another Us :||: 5 Seconds of Summer ✔

Chapter 51: Baby, you light up my world like nobody else!

Kara's  POV

(7 days later)

I spent spring break at Adin's apartment in Melbourne. To be honest, everyday felt like torture. I thought I would gradually put Michael behind me but... the longer I'm away from him the more I miss him. 

I was currently in the car with Adin and he was taking me back to my house in Sydney. Adin did tell me what happened at my house because I was too drunk to remember. I started dreading going back home, I yelled at Ashton. I just hope Michael isn't there. I honestly felt like just locking myself up again... to avoid getting hurt.

I miss you. I thought to myself as I wrote 'I love you' on the fogged up windows. I felt tears come to my eyes again. The day I broke up with Michael started echoing in my head, causing tears to stream down my face. Then our beautiful moments started echoing in my head... along with his soft voice...

'I love you Kara.' I heard Michael's voice echo in my head and I watched the memories of us in my head as I listened to the rain hitting the windows of the car. I stared at the words I wrote on the window. 'Without you my life would be colorless and meeting you made my life worth it.'

I need him. I thought to myself. Come to think of it... my life is colorless without him... everything feels like it's in black and white... I feel numb... I feel lost... like I'm trapped in my own head... like it's a prison, like I'm stuck with my own thoughts that are haunting me. I sighed and looked at Adin, knowing what I have to do...

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We pulled up to my house and I found myself just staring at it for a few seconds which felt longer than that. I turned to Adin and sighed. He leaned over to kiss me but I pushed him away.

"D-don't do that." I say.

"What? Am I not allowed to kiss my girlfriend?" Adin tilts his head. I took a deep breath.

"Adin... listen to me, when I broke up with him... I immediately called you, that's something I shouldn't have done. I need time to heal... plus, you treat me horribly... like I'm an object." I tell him honestly, meaning every word of it. "I'm sorry, but we're done... I don't want toxic people in my life... good-bye Adin." I say as I grabbed my bag and got out of his car, making sure to slam to door. I smiled to myself as I walked up to the front door, I slowly opened it and heard the TV on in the living room. I glanced in the living room and saw Ashton, Luke, and Calum. "Hey guys." I say nervously and I noticed that Ashton flinched when I spoke. Both Luke and Calum looked petrified. I sighed, I walked upstairs to my room and saw it was all cleaned up from the party they had. My bed was made, floor was spotless, and it looked new. I set my bag down and started unpacking everything.

After I completely unpacked everything, I sat on my bed, completely lost in thought. I found myself staring at the glow in the dark guitar Michael got me for Christmas. I felt this overwhelming feeling inside... it felt like swelling and making it hard to breath. I lay on my bed and started crying into my pillow, clenching it tightly... eventually crying myself to sleep...

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"Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!" My phone rang, causing me to jolt awake. I picked up my phone and saw that Cassie was calling me. I took a deep breath before answering.

"Hello?" I say, bringing my phone up to my ear.

"Hey, Kara. Can we talk?"

A/N: hey guyzzzzz! LOL How is everyone! I currently don't have a voice because I spent half of the day singing yesterday so why not write?