Kara's POV
I woke up in unfamiliar room the next morning and my head was throbbing.
God... is this what a hangover feels like? I thought to myself as I slowly sat up and stood up of the bed, feeling lightheaded and dizzy. I might still be drunk.
"Woah, easy baby. Don't try to get up. You drank a lot last night." Adin says as he came in the bedroom, he picked me up off my feet and put me back down on the bed.
"My head hurts so bad." I groaned as I put my hand over my head.
"I'm sorry sweet girl, I'll get you some Tylenol." He tells me and kisses my forehead before walking out of the room. I grabbed my phone and looked on Twitter and saw people talking about the pictures of me and Adin from last night. People were saying, 'What happened to Kara and Mikey?' and 'Did Kara cheat on Mikey?' I slammed my phone down. I grabbed one of Adin's hoodies and put it on. I sniffed it and memories of him and I started coming back into my head. Something about wearing his hoodie didn't feel right... I didn't... feel safe like I was when I wore Michael's. I looked in the mirror that was in his room.
I look terrible. I thought to myself. My make up was smeared and my hair was all frizzy. Geez I was that drunk that I decided to cut my hair off and dye it green!? I sighed. Adin then came in the room and handed me a Tylenol pill and a cup of Ice water. I threw the pill in the back of my mouth and gulped it down with some water.
"Thanks, Adin." I smile.
"No problem babygirl." He replies with a smirk on his face.
"What happened yesterday, where are we?" I ask as I rubbed my forehead that was pounding. Adin then sat down on the bed.
"We're in my apartment." Adin tells me.
"In Melbourne!? How, when?" My mind started filling up with questions.
"I took you to your house and you got some stuff and you passed out in my car on the way here." He explains.
"Do you mind telling me what happened here?" I ask while grabbing my short, green hair.
"Ah, when you were drunk you kept yelling that you were carrot and wanted your hair green. So I took you to my friends house, we had a party and my friend Elizabeth died your hair and you died hers brown." Adin smiles.
"Is it permanent?" I ask feeling slightly panicked. "Because if it is, I'm going to go dye my hair back." I say.
"Try washing it out and if it doesn't come out, you can go dye it back." he tells me.
"I will but I need to record today so I'll see what people say." I started getting up again and Adin stood up and wrapped an arm around me. My head started feeling like it was on fire.
"Are you sure?" He asks as he tucked a piece of stray hair behind my ear. "You had a really rough day yesterday."
"Yeah, I'll be fine. The fans are going crazy because they saw us together." I roll my eyes.
"Wait, they saw us together?" Adin asks looking nervous.
"Of course they did, I'm a celebrity's sister so when ever I'm in public, cameras are bound to be around." I shrug while smiling. I leaned up and kissed Adin's cheek. "But it'll be fine when I explain everything, it doesn't matter if they believe me or not." I say looking into his brown eyes. He then kissed me roughly which caught me by surprise because I was so used to Michael kissing me softly and not treating me like an object. But Michael hurt me... but I still love him. We released and I smiled at him. "I'm going to go get ready for recording." I say. I walked into the living room and saw my bag on the couch and I started to look through it.
Really Kara? You had to pack slutty clothes? I though to myself. I then finally found some black leggings and a black t-shirt with a white collar. I threw them on and started brushing my short hair which felt very weird. There's a complete 16 inches of hair gone! Yes, I measure my hair, I know it's weird. I started getting my make up out of my bag and sat on the couch doing my make up while looking in my phone screen because I'm too lazy to get a mirror. I smiled at my success of my make up. I put everything back in my bag and grabbed the camera out. I went into the empty guest bedroom and put my camera down. I sat down and took a deep breath. I turned the camera on and hit record.
"Sup guys! I'm Kara Irwin!" I start. "Wait... what the hell did I just say 'Sup'? ... Is that- is that my thing now? Eh, whatever let's roll with it." I laugh at myself. "Okay so before I get into the video I know people on twitter are talking about the pictures of me with someone else. I just want to tell you guys what's going on but I'm not going to tell you what happened because that's not my story to tell. That's Michael's." I say as I looked down, feeling tears come to my eyes. I took a deep breath and I looked back up to the camera. "So um... yes, I broke up with Michael. No, I didn't cheat on him..." I looked back down and tears started coming do my face. "Michael... hurt me pretty bad, I-I'm not hating on anyone and I don't want any of you to hate on him... I do still love him but I don't know if I can trust him." I quickly wiped my tears away. "Anyway, I'm going to be doing a cover of a song... Michael... if you're watching this... I dedicate this to you." I say.
"Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close
I was afraid to leave you on your own I said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why Gave love 'bout a hundred tries
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind Said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why, yeah You don't have to say just what you did
I already know
I had to go and find out from them
So tell me how's it feel Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why..."
I quickly wiped my tears away, I smiled at the camera and turned it off. Eventually breaking down into tears again...
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