Michael's POV
(A few Months Later)
I did in fact watch the video that Kara posted a few months ago... it hurt hearing her say that she dedicated the song to me... I do dedicate a song to her as well but no one knows what song it is but me... It's Half a Heart by One Direction. Ever since what happened I've been feeling more depressed everyday... I have been thinking about attempting suicide but Ella has taken away all the sharp objects in the house, and medication. I have noticed that she's been going down hill as well, I have told her that if I died I don't want her to follow and that I want her to have a happy, full life. But then she tells me that I'm not going to die and that we'll be okay... I don't see a reason to live because I don't have Kara that made everything brighter and more clear... and I'm almost 100% positive that she would care less if I died because of what I did to her... to us.
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The guys and I finally released our album and were currently going to be doing a video and I was trying to fix my hair. I turned my phone on to see the time which read: 2:00pm. I kept Kara as my lock screen, I smiled slightly remembering that day which Ella was taking pictures of us asleep. I was then snapped out of my thoughts by Ashton entering the room and sitting next to me on the couch.
"Hey, Mike. Can you do us a favor?" He asks me.
"Uh, sure. What's up?" I reply.
"When we do this video, can you please act like yourself. I know what happened with Kara has really affected you and the fans are worried sick about you. Can you just please try to put a smile on your face?"
"Fine." I sigh. All of us went into the room where the video was going to be filmed and we started the video.
After we filmed, I went in the back and grabbed some water. Then a girl with long black hair came into the room.
"Hey Michael, I'm Amber." She smiled at me and shook my hand. "You did amazing on the video."
"Thanks, I guess." I reply uncomfortably.
"Well... I do know your taste in music... what's your taste in women?" Amber asks while playing with her hair. I know she's trying to be cute but no one beats Kara.
"Well... it all starts with the eyes... she's got to have those kinda eyes that stare straight through all bullshit... straight to the good inside..." I pause, thinking of Kara. "60 percent angel and 40 percent devil... and doesn't care to get blisters on her fingers from playing guitar."
"That doesn't sound anything like me." Amber says.
"It's not..." I reply feeling tears come to my eyes.
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