Kara's POV
"Hey guys, I'm Kara and welcome back to my channel!" I say nervously. "As you can tell, I kinda... don't look the same as I did in my other videos but those are a little over a year old." I laugh. "I also did my hair a few days ago so yeah, anyway enough about my personal life!" I laugh. "I decided to do a cover of an old 5sos song that I'm pretty sure all of us know, it's called Amnesia. If you don't know that song, what are you doing? I think you should listen to that before you listen to me. So let's get into it!" I say. After I took a few short deep breaths, I started playing my guitar and started to sing.
"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted.
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you
Do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me, they're still living in my phone
I admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy and it hurts that you moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish, we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear me say
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish, we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all."
I finished singing the song and stopped playing on my guitar. I looked up at the camera and smiled nervously. I haven't done a YouTube video for a while so I was kinda uncomfortable doing it again.
"So yeah that's my cover and I hope you all enjoyed as always don't forget to comment, like, and subscribe! I love every single one of you and thank you to 5sos_lukesbutterfly1996 on twitter for finding my YouTube channel because to be honest I didn't feel like going out to find a job so thank you. Go follow her she's amazing and thank you to all of you that started sharing my old videos! Bye Guys!" I say as I blew a kiss to my camera and turned my camera off. I sighed. I then heard my bedroom door open as I started watching the video on the camera. I turned and saw the boys standing in my doorway just... looking at me. "What?" I say concerned.
"Nothing, we got back shortly after you did and we all stood out here listening to you." Ashton tells me. I felt myself blush as I felt very embarrassed that they were listening to me.
"You're like really good." Luke says with a smile which I returned.
"Eh, it was alright." I reply as I started putting my old guitar back in the case.
"You're kinda out numbered Kara," Michael laughed, "It 4 to 1."
"Actually 7 to 1." I heard the familiar voice of Cassie.
"W-w-when did you get here!?" I ask shocked.
"Oh, I was on my way here and I saw Ashton driving so we followed him." Cassie smiles at me. I let out a shaky breath.
"So you have an audience!" Faith says happily.
"Oh, there's an idea!" Ella spoke excitedly. "She should perform at restaurant or something!"
"That's a good idea." Calum spoke
"What do you think Kara?" Ashton smiled widely.
"Um... I've done street performances but I don't think I should do it again." I say nervously as I leaned my guitar case against the wall by my window.
"Wait you have?" Michael says shocked. I nodded as I blushed.
"It's a really old video on my YouTube channel." I reply shyly. "I did it because I kinda needed money because my dad doesn't work and plus he abused me so I needed to get out of the house in fast." I tell them. "I was like 12."
"Can we watch one?" Luke asks. I sighed.
"Fine, let's go downstairs and watch it on the TV." I say. We then all walked downstairs into the living room and I decided on the Cover I did of Little Do You Know by Alex and Sierra. I sat on Michael's lap, he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my shoulder. I smiled at him and we all watched the video.
God I forgot how much I hate my singing. I thought to myself.
"Awww you're so tiny." Michael teases me, making me blush.
"Shut up you." I say as I buried my face in his neck and he laughed.
"Kara! You really should get into music again, it would be really good!" Ashton tells me. I shrugged.
"I'm not sure Ashy, I mean I do have a really strong passion for music but I just... I don't know, I just don't have motivation to do stuff like that and I'm super insecure about my voice." I say honestly.
"Pwease?" Michael begged in a child like voice causing all of us to laugh.
"We'll see, okay?" I smile. "I'll think about it."
"Yay!" Luke yells causing me to jump because he startled me and we all laugh again.
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