JiMina Oneshots/Short Stories [COMPLETED]

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It's been a few days since Jin brokes the news to her. Mina still refuses to believe it. She wakes up every morning telling herself it was just a bad dream. But every day, she woke up seeing his note on the night stand. 

An envelope that's filled with his last words. An envelope she never opened and chooses not to. She knows if she reads that letter, she's accepting the fact that he's gone. That Jimin is dead. 

Mina hasn't been to work. She hasn't left her apartment. Several phone calls from her friends and coworkers have been ignored. She just can't do anything. She's too weak to move and too sad to think straight. Mina stares at the envelope again and moves closer. 

Before she knows it, it's in her hands. She reads what's written in front. 

To Mina, my pengu

She wants to cry but she can't. Her tears are dry, which was a result from crying for several days. 

Mina weakly tears it open to see a long hand written letter.

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Hey, it's me. Jimin. 

I never wanted to write these letters because you would only be read when I would die, such a waste of time. But, we're forced to so I might as well write something. 

If you're reading this, then you must've found out that I lied. Lied about what I did and where I went. I can't tell you exactly what I do or where I go but just know that everytime I told you I was doing regular military things I was lying. I'm sorry, I really am. 

It sucks you have to find out this way, you know. By me dying. Hehehehe. 

BUT, I can reassure you I have no regrets. I work everyday to protect my nation, my people, and you. Everytime I did something to change the world and made it a better place, I felt proud. But I was also sad. Sad that I couldn't brag to you about it and sad that I couldn't hear you tell me how cool I was. 

I knew that if you knew about my job and what I really did, you would worry. You would live your life in fear. Fear that I won't come home, fear that one day you'll wake up and I'm not there. I guess it's true now. I can't believe I'm really gone. 

Just know that every single second I was away from you, I thought about you. Even when I was thousands of miles away, I could still feel you cheering me on like you were right next to me. I miss you, Mina. I really do. 

I'm running out of space on this paper so I'm gonna keep it short. 

I love you Myoui Mina. I wanted to make you my wife. I wanted to have a family with you. I wanted to travel the world with you. I wanted to grow old with you. I wanted you to be my side until death. I know you wanted these things too but I just couldn't keep my promises. I'm sorry. 

Well, I hope that I don't hold you back. You better not use this as an excuse to stay in the house all day and cry. You better eat your meals and rest. I don't want you to put a pause on your life just because I'm gone. You're going to do great things and I know it. I don't want you to feel alone because even though I'm gone, I'll always be in your heart.

I want to tell you so many things but my hand is hurting and I'm running out of paper. 

Love you.

-Park Jimin
Little General

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