Lost Boy~ TaeJin~

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Taehyung woke up with feeling of  sunlight on his face. He opened his eyes and felt the sandal scent around himself. He looked around only to find he wasn't at his dorm. It took five minutes to process what happened last night. So he was at Seokjin's place? It was Seokjin's bed? He smiled at this thought and inhaled deeply in Seokjin's pillow. It was like a dream. Seokjin always made sure to make Taehyung fall in love more. The man, Seokjin saved him. Saved him from Minho. Saved him from himself. Saved him from the dirt he made every night. Taehyung couldn't remember when was the last time he slept alone. Seokjin took care of him with nobility and modesty. He warmed the shower for Taehyung. He asked if he could take his clothes off. He sounded cool but Taehyung smiled by remembering how his ears were red for asking that question. He lent his bed to Taehyung. The boy wondered where Seokjin slept last night? As he remembered this place had only one bedroom. Taehyung smiled happily when he remembered last night. Seokjin could easily use his weak state. He could do whatever he wanted to. Taehyung was weak and vulnerable at his house. But Seokjin didn't do anything accept being sweet. Taehyung knew, if he had one person to trust. He would trust Seokjin. The man was always honest and straightforward, more importantly he was a man. He wasn't like assholes around Taehyung, who only cared for their needs. Seokjin was almost like an angel. He smiled happily again. He didn't remembered when was the last time he smiled this much. Taehyung knew since the first day he met Seokjin. He knew what pure soul he has. He knew it, he fell in love with him instantly. Seokjin was hard to resist. Taehyung couldn't stop himself from falling in love although he knew he will hurt. He will hurt because he will never have Seokjin. He will never be his. Taehyung promised himself. One day if Seokjin found someone, Taehyung will make sure the partner is worthy of Seokjin. He would do that surly. He didn't want Seokjin to have a hard time with his lover or future family. Taehyung was hopelessly in love.
He got off the bed. The dream was over. He had to leave here as soon as possible. He mustn't get used to Seokjin's presence in his life. Seokjin must stay away from him. Whatever happens still Taehyung was dirty. He couldn't be selfish and make Seokjin dirty either. Seokjin must stay the pure man he is. He changed his clothes from Seokjin's pajamas. If Seokjin was sleep he could leave immediately but if he was awake, he had to do something. Taehyung inhaled one last time before getting out of the bedroom. He looked around Seokjin was no where to be find. He went to kitchen only to see Seokjin sitting around the table holding his head with his two hands. A cup of coffee on the table. Taehyung got worried. Did he had headache?

"Hyung?" Taehyung called Seokjin softly. The man looked up and locked their eyes. Taehyung hated how he shivered under those eyes who was staring at him deeply.

"Yes Taehyungah?" Seokjin answered with a bit painful tone. Was he hurting? Taehyung was feeling pain rushing in his body.

"Are you okay, hyung?" Taehyung asked him while getting a place on the chair next to Seokjin.

"I'm fine, thanks. Did you had a good sleep?" Seokjin asked while touching Taehyung's hair.

"Yes, thank you so much. For everything " Taehyung said softly. Once he took off his bold mask he can't put it on easily.

"I did nothing." Seokjin said before standing up. He sat the table. Rare boiled egg, medium toasted bread. Banana and cinnamon porridge. Well cooked pancakes with apricot marmalade. A cup of tea. Taehyung was speechless. All of them was his favourite.

"You remember? " Taehyung whispered silently.

"Why I shouldn't? " Seokjin said back. Taehyung smiled, even his mom didn't know his preferences this much good. It was sad Seokjin knew him better than anyone else.

"Thank you but I can't eat this much" Taehyung said . Deep inside he was sad, Seokjin's cooking was something else. He had missed it.

"You need energy to live, now eat all" Seokjin said.

"I'm a model, I can not eat whatever of want" Taehyung said. Why he was resisting? It was years he hadn't had this breakfast.

"I won't insist but would be happy if you didn't waste my afford" Seokjin said with a sigh. Taehyung felt sting in his heart. He hated himself.

"Sorry hyung " he said before starting to eat. Seokjin only watched him while sipping his tea.

"You're not eating?" Taehyung asked once he finished all of his breakfast. He was craving for it.

"No, you know I'm not a breakfast person" Seokjin said with chuckle.

"Yeah, right. But eat a bit at least" Taehyung said while grabbing the plates and walking toward sink. He washed the dishes and placed them in the cabinet. Seokjin was silent the whole time. Taehyung could feel there's something wrong. There was something bothering Seokjin. He knew the man more than he knew himself. Maybe his presence was bothering Seokjin. Who would want someone as dirty as Taehyung in their house? It was nice of Seokjin for being hospitable since last night. He walked up toward the man.

"Thank you Seokjinssi. I better leave before it gets late" Taehyung said trying to suppress the true himself. He turned to go when Seokjin held his wrist tightly.

"Why Taehyungah? " Seokjin whined. Taehyung looked back at Seokjin. He stared in his eyes. He would do anything for this eyes.

"What why Seokjinssi? " Taehyung asked.

"Why you're like this?" Seokjin asked.

"Like what Seokjinssi? " Taehyung asked.
⊙"Don't call me that" Seokjin said.

"Call you what Seokjinssi?" Taehyung asked dumbly.

"Don't fucking call me Seokjinssi" Seokjin said out. Taehyung looked at him surprised. It was rare to see Seokjin lost his temper.

"Don't act like this. You're not this person you've made yourself to be. Please, don't punish yourself. Please Taehyungie" Seokjin pleaded.

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Here comes the fourth chapter. Hope you like and enjoy it.
These days I'm obsessed with  a song named "take me to church". I'm listening to it on loop. Have you heard it?
So what are your thoughts about this story? Can you get how is Seokjin's charachter? Can you guess somethings untold in the story? I would love to know your thoughts 😉

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