Lost Boy~ TaeJin~

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"Taehyung " Yoongi said with shocked voice. Taehyung looked at him with teary eyes.

"What are you doing here?" Yoongi asked a bit too much harsh for Taehyung's fragile state.

"I'm... sorry I'll go now" Taehyung said. He turned around to leave. To run away as he always does but a hand stopped him. A hand wrapped tightly around his wrist. A smell like sandal.

"Come in" Seokjin said. Even if the touch and scent wasn't enough, Taehyung never could fight the honey voice. He never could, he never wanted to but he did many times.

"I didn't know Yoongi hyung is here" Taehyung said while looking down.

"Hey its okay. I was going anyway" Yoongi said softly. a softness which only people around him could feel.

"I ruined your night? " Taehyung whispered shyly.

"No. We were watching an awful movie anyways." Seokjin said before dragging Taehyung inside. Yoongi grabbed his leather jacket and keys before bidding goodbye at both. Taehyung felt embarrassed, he ruined a friend night. He could be with Jungkook right now while Seokjin was with Yoongi.

"I'm sorry hyung" Taehyung said.

"You decided to call me hyung now" Seokjin said teasingly while handing Taehyung a water bottle.

"I'm sorry" Taehyung said. Seokjin frowned.

"What for?" He asked while sitting next to Taehyung.

"I don't deserve you" Taehyung whispered. It was as low as a light breeze. Hard to hear. Taehyung was doubting if Seokjin heard.

"Taehyungah..." Seokjin called his name. Taehyung closed his eyes. Wrapping his hands around his knees while hugging them.

"I'm not okay hyung." Taehyung whispered. A heavy weight on his chest, hurting his soul.

"Lean on me, please" Seokjin said. He wrapped his hands around Taehyung and placed his head on his shoulder. Taehyung breathed shakily. He loved leaning on to Seokjin, but he know. He know they weren't for each other.

"I'm dirty hyung" Taehyung whispered before starting to sob. Heavily crying his heart out, trying to suppress the killing pain on his chest.

"You're so pure Tae... so pure" Seokjin whispered in Taehyung's hair.

"I'll make you dirty hyung" Taehyung whispered, ignoring Seokjin's words.

"Just lean on me" Seokjin said. He touched Taehyung's back with his fingertips drawing shapes.

"I can't" Taehyung whispered with a hard sob.

"Lean on me only for tonight then. Lean on me and let me calm you down. Would you Taehyungah?" Seokjin asked him. Taehyung knew this offer would come soon, Seokjin  always did his best to take care of Taehyung even if it was for one night. If Taehyung will turn his back tomorrow. He know he needed Seokjin. Always and forever. But he shouldn't get attached. Taehyung nodded slowly. Taking his time to notice he will be close to Seokjin another night too. Seokjin stood up, held Taehyung's hand tightly before walking to bathroom. Taehyung didn't needed to wash bit he followed anyway. Seokjin turned on water to fill the bathtub. He turned to Taehyung.

"Take off your clothes" Seokjin demanded. Taehyung blushed, he was so shy to do it while Seokjin was here.

"I'll take off... later" Taehyung said. Seokjin got closer and he started to take off Taehyung's clothes.

"It's not like I've never seen you naked" Seokjin said once Taehyung was fully naked.

"Get in the tub" Seokjin demanded. Taehyung did as he told. Seokjin left the bathroom, Taehyung let out the breath he was holding since Seokjin touched his clothes. It wasn't a minute when Seokjin came back with bare top and a red shorts.

"Hyung!" Taehyung protested when Seokjin grabbed a rose scented shampoo.

"You said you're dirty" Seokjin said, Taehyung looked down and nodded. "I'll wash you, I'll clean you" Seokjin said. Tears formed in Taehyung's eyes.

"It won't change anything" Taehyung let out shakily.

"It will change everything. I'll clean you, and I'll show you that you're so pure. Do you trust me?" Seokjin said. Taehyung nodded instantly.

"More than anyone else" Taehyung answered. A beautiful smile appeared on Seokjin's lips. A smile which Taehyung was in love with. Seokjin poured some shampoo in his palm before dragging all on Taehyung's head. Scratching and rubbing Taehyung's head. Gently yet a bit rough. Taehyung closed his eyes. Will he get clean? Or it was an imagination?
Seokjin rinsed Taehyung's hair for second time before grabbing a wash clothes. Pouring some body shampoo in it. Seokjin started with Taehyung's arms. Rubbed the cloth gently on them before going toward Taehyung's blade. His back down to his spine. Taehyung felt like he can breath lighter, easier. Seokjin turned around and rubbed the cloth on Taehyung's collarbones and both sides of neck before rubbing his chest. Taehyung closed his eyes, Seokjin's intense eyes fixed on him while rubbing the cloth around his nipples. It was pleasurable yet embarrassing. Seokjin rubbed Taehyung's tummy before his hips. Taehyung was getting redder and redder. Seokjin rubbed the cloth on Taehyung's thighs. So gently, so feather like. Taehyung fought so much to suppress his moans. He hated himself for being such a person. Seokjin was only washing him yet Taehyung was having a sexual pleasure. Seokjin rubbed the cloth on knees down to ankles. He didn't left any part unwashed. Seokjin rinsed Taehyung softly this time his hand rubbing Taehyung's skin to wash the foam. Seokjin rinsed Taehyung one last time before planting a kiss on his temple.

"Go now, I've put clothes for you on the bed. Check kitchen too while I'm taking a quick shower." Seokjin said while wrapping his baby pink towel around Taehyung. The boy nodded before heading out. He dried his body before taking off the towel. There was a tagged boxers with yellow silky pajamas. He wore them before going to kitchen. There was boiling food on the stove. He turned it off when he saw its cooked. He drank a glass of cold water while sitting on stool near the counter. Seokjin came back soon too, he was wearing only black shorts and baggy white t-shirt. Taehyung looked away immediately. Seokjin was always handsome and sexy. They ate their food in silence. No one said a word. Just eating. Taehyung ate his food with so much appetite it was a long time ago since the last time he ate the food Seokjin cooked. They watched an anime episode together. Taehyung smiled sheepishly. They always watched anime late at nights at dorm together. It was time to sleep soon. Taehyung wanted to sleep on the couch.

"The last time I slept on the bed" Taehyung protested.

"Come Taehyung. We will sleep together" Seokjin said. Taehyung's eyes shone brightly.

"Like old times?" Taehyung said excitedly. Seokjin nodded before dragging both to bedroom. They lay down under the fluffy sheets. Seokjin turned off the light. Nobody talked, nobody said goodnight. Both knew it wasn't a right position. It wasn't like how they used to sleep. Taehyung closed his eyes, got closer to Seokjin and little. Seokjin did the same until they're body was on contact. Taehyung moved his head from his pillow to Seokjin's chest. Seokjin was quick to wrapp his hands tightly around Taehyung. He put his leg between Seokjin's thighs. Seokjin wrapped his upper leg around Taehyung's tiny body. Taehyung loved being caged by Seokjin, he loved when Seokjin dominated him like this. He felt safe and secure.

"Hyung..." Taehyung called in whisper.

"Shhh... let's talk about it tomorrow " Seokjin whispered in his ear. Taehyung shivered but nodded.

"Goodnight hyung" Taehyung whispered.

"Goodnight angel..."

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Hi everybody. Here comes the sixth chapter of this ff. I hope you like and enjoyed it.
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