Lost Boy~ TaeJin~

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"Where is Seokjin?" Mrs.Kim asked Taehyung while rinsing the dishes.

"He is taking shower" Taehyung answered. He took a seat on a chair.

"You are living together?" She asked. Taehyung nodded.

"It's been some months," Taehyung said.

"So you'll share your room, I guess," she said with a smile. Taehyung blushed.

"Y- yeah..." Taehyung answered. His mom sat next to him and held his hands tightly.

"I'm sorry I never tried to listen to you. I wish you had told me sooner" she said.

"Seokjin Hyung encouraged me, mom. I didn't want to ruin your life but he said I must say" Taehyung explained.

"I didn't want you to see him again. I confronted him and he denied before running away. I reported him to the police. They will find him soon" she said. Taehyung paled.

"He didn't harm you, did he?" Taehyung asked worriedly. His mom caressed his cheek with a smile.

"When you corner people with their own sins they can't try to attack back," she said. Taehyung nodded.

"I changed my major" Taehyung said. He saw his mom's surprised face.

"When? How?" She asked with shocked face.

"Some months ago, I even gave my final exams. I study philosophy" Taehyung said proudly. His mother hugged him tightly.

"Oh, dear. What lovely news. I'm so so happy for you. I'm proud of you baby bear" Taehyung snuggled closer in his mom's embrace.

"What made you change your thoughts?" She asked. Taehyung didn't know if he could talk. If he could open up to his mother.

"I was living in the dark mom, for years. I punished myself so much. I fell in love with Seokjin Hyung when I was still 19. I ran away from him since then. I was hitting myself and was suffering. Seokjin Hyung saved me. I was drowning and he saved me. He asked me to move in with him. He took care of me so so much. He just opened a light to my life. I got to know I was so into philosophy. Then I changed my major. I changed myself. I'm trying to change every dark side of me" Taehyung said. He sighed feeling lighter. His mother had tears in her eyes.

"He is a keeper" she whispered. Taehyung nodded.

"He is my everything mom. Air that I breathe, he loved me without any expectations. I'm so in love with him" Taehyung said.

"He is good for you on every side, right? I know it's not my business but I've heard some boys doesn't know how to have sex with boys. I mean, it's different than girls and some boys don't have enough knowledge about it. I wouldn't ask but your first was an awful experience so I just want to make sure, you'll be alright." She said. Taehyung sighed happily. He loved his considerate mom. Asking about her son's sex life with his boyfriend. Trying to search about gay life even if she is a straight woman.

"We haven't had that yet, but I know he will be good. He will take care of me" Taehyung answered. He saw his mom's shocked face again.

"Why? These days youngsters just have sex immediately they got in a relationship" she said. Taehyung's chuckled.

"No mom, it's not like that. Some maybe are eager to have sex but not every young person is like that. I asked him if he could wait for me to get ready. It's not easy for me yet... It's complicated... He said he don't care. So we haven't had it yet" Taehyung answered. His mom smiled in awe.

"He is such a good man. I loved him already, though I'm ashamed to look at him. I offended him so badly, so wrongly" she said. Taehyung's nodded.

"I know, but don't feel like that. He understood you, he was so sad that you're hurt. " Taehyung answered.

"What he studies? " she asked.

"He studies History, actually he is graduating at the end of spring. So he will work as a history teacher in a high school" he explained.

"I see... He is such a perfect man but does his showers always took long time like now?" She asked with a giggle.

"I guess he is out now, he just wants to give us some time." He said. His heart fluttered at his boyfriend's thoughtfulness.

"Aweee my baby bear has got a good man, " she said while hugging her son tightly.

"But go now, you both need to rest" she exclaimed. Taehyung nodded, he stood up and kissed his mother's cheek. He earned a pat before whispering a good night and walking to his room.
He opened the room silently. Found Seokjin on the bed working on his phone. His wet hair was fallen on good forehead beautifully. Taehyung couldn't be more in love yet he was falling in love harder and harder. Seokjin looked up and smiled. Taehyung placed his legs on each side of Seokjin and sat on his lap. Wrapped his hands around Seokjin's neck.

"I love you so much," Taehyung said fondly. He placed a deep kiss on Seokjin's lips.

"I love you so much too, my lovely angel," Seokjin said. He wrapped his hands around Taehyung's waist.

"Jin...." Taehyung called his boyfriend.

"Yeah?" Seokjin answered. He caressed Taehyung's shoulders.

"I'm so thankful that I have you in my life" Taehyung whispered. Seokjin smiled.

"I felt so dirty, I was disgusted with myself. I hated myself and thanks to you, I love myself. I love myself and every day I try to be a better person for myself and you. Back when I was in a mess still. I thought you deserve someone so perfect and so good. I felt I don't deserve to have you. But now, I just want to try to be better and better. I want you to step next to me so proudly" Taehyung said.

"I'm proud of you. Every step I take next to you is full of honour and proud. You are so strong, angel. The most strong soul anyone can have " Seokjin answered. Taehyung cupped Seokjin's face. He leaned in and brushed his lips slightly to Seokjin's. Slight enough to feel a ticklish touch on their lips. He leaned in again and placed his lips on Seokjin's lips. He felt Seokjin's hand moving up and down his back but never moving somewhere intense. He smiled before moving his lips. Seokjin didn't move. Taehyung played with Seokjin's bottom lip between his lips. He sucked and kissed, licked it lightly before biting it. He felt Seokjin's breathy moan in his mouth. Hands gripping Taehyung's hips tightly it will get bruise.

"You are too good to be true" Taehyung whispered.

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