Lost Boy~ TaeJin~

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Taehyung has been living in Daegu for 19 years. He had been there more than half of his life. Visiting his hometown after years made Taehyung so excited. Seeing how the city has developed and changed, and also some places left untouched like before. It was one morning He decided to go for a run like he used to do every day back in high school years. Seokjin and his mother were asleep yet so he just wore casual clothes and left the place. He put on his earbuds and played music. He missed those early mornings jogging around while his head was in the sky dreaming, imagining and making soft plans for the future. Thinking how he will get famous and he could see his face everywhere. Now, looking back to those thoughts he thinks he was so small. Also, his thoughts were small. Now, he didn't want to be seen as a model as an aesthetic face. He wanted to be seen as someone influencing youngster to a better and wiser lifestyle. He wanted to change their view of the world into something brighter and more thoughtful. He wanted to invite them to think, to feel deeper. Years ago he was here dreaming about modelling and after years, now he was dreaming about teaching philosophy. He also dreamt about Seokjin too. Dreaming about having a beautiful house with him with a huge garden where they could raise plants and a high patio where they could spend their evenings there. Maybe one or two children they would adopt. Seokjin and he would sip their tea in the patio while their children would play in the garden. Then they would gather to make dinner together. Children grabbing ingredients, Taehyung chopping them and Seokjin cooking it. They would wash their children together before sleep. 'They had to sleep at 9.' Taehyung made mental note to remember scolding them if they stayed up more. Because the rest of the night was his and Seokjin's. Maybe they would sip some wine while talking about the new book they read. Maybe working on their students' exams maybe cuddling. Whatever it was he wasn't sharing his man after 9 o'clock. Taehyung chuckled at his tiny dreams. These dreams were so joyous that made butterflies fly in his stomach. He checked the time when he was on his way back home. He spent one hour just dreaming. It was beautiful. Some blocks before home he felt someone grabbing his wrist. Taehyung flinched and turned to his back only to meet by the person he hated most in life. He remembered those eyes, that face, those hands. He remembered it best. He must have known, he couldn't get rid of him this easily. Now, while those wild animalistic eyes we're staring at him, he felt like the same 19 years old boy, packing for his college. The same boy being cornered by his stepdad. He hisses as the hand squeezes his wrist tightly. The same hand roamed his body without caring about the boy, ignoring pleadings and sobs to get freed. Taehyung felt small again.

"You weren't visiting us what happened you decided to come and ruin my life?" Ganghoon gritted his teeth.

"Let me go," Taehyung said. Trying to mask his fears.

"You forgot what I did to you? Yet you came here to ruin your mother's life? Ruin my life? I'll fuck you till you die Taehyung" he said, the words only paled Taehyung. He remembered that day. The same moment as the same person claiming his body played in his mind. He shook his head nervously.

"Let me go," Taehyung said, voice getting weak.

"Police will find me sooner or later, so what about making this world a hell for you before entering prison?" Ganghoon said.

"You made my life hell already, just let me go," Taehyung said. His wrist was hurting like it was breaking.

"If your life was hell you wouldn't dare to come back here explaining what happened between us," he said and squeezed Taehyung's wrist more tighter, rougher. Taehyung hissed loudly similar to shout. Ganghoon was quick to wrap his other hand around Taehyung's mouth.

"Tell me Taehyung, you didn't enjoy that? Me thrusting into you, giving you the pleasure everyone would expect for it? You act victim but I know you liked it. Your moans and whimpers played in my mind whenever I fucked your mom" he said. Taehyung felt nausea. He wanted to vomit up. He was disgusted by the words coming out of the man's mouth. He was so ugly, so disgusting. Taehyung was disgusted his hands were against his skin. This man was a monster. He started when he saw Ganghoon walking toward a black car. He had to do something, he couldn't let this man win over him again. Not anymore, he wasn't the same person. He gathered his strength before opening his mouth vastly and biting his palm. The man yelped and let go of his mouth. Taehyung found a chance to scream. Scream loud enough neighbours at hopefully Seokjin would hear.

"You bitch" Ganghoon gritted. " you think what will happen? Your mom can beat me? Neighbours wouldn't think a stepfather hurting his son, right?" Ganghoon smirked. He didn't know Seokjin. Taehyung was hopeful Seokjin will hear his voice, would come and save him. Like he did when Minho tried to hurt him like he did when Taehyung tried to hurt himself. Taehyung was right. Moments later he heard steps running to them. He saw Seokjin punching on Ganghoon's face making the man loose his grip around Taehyung's wrist. It was enough for Seokjin to push Taehyung to his back. Taehyung saw his mother yelling on the phone. He turned to Seokjin who was on top of Ganghoon who was on the ground. Punching over and over again. Taehyung didn't want to cause a major problem not to Seokjin at least. He wanted to stop Seokjin but he couldn't move. He saw blood running through The man's lips and nose. He saw his mother holding Seokjin.
Police arrested him, Taehyung couldn't still talk. Not able to answer their investment. He laid on the bed, ate the soup his mom made. He saw his mom crying while talking to Seokjin.

"Don't worry mom, he is in shock now. After he rests a bit he will be alright " Seokjin assured. Soon Taehyung felt Seokjin laying down next to him. Turning on his side so he was facing Taehyung. He grabbed Taehyung's wrist so delicately. Like carrying a feather. He took it close to his lips and kissed every purple bruise made by that monster. Taehyung closed his eyes. He was tired. He felt Seokjin's lips in his temple, not kissing but resting there. Seokjin murmured an 'I love you'. Taehyung felt his face getting wet. He felt Seokjin kissing the tears.

"You save me all the time" Taehyung mumbled in a sleepy slumber.

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Wow! I feel so tired writing this chapter!! It took a lot of energy writing such angst.
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