Lost Boy~ TaeJin~

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Sophie's world! Taehyung was a book lover since he born. Even after what he suffered through, he never could stop reading. He loved books but fell in love with them more when Seokjin loved reading too. He used to read novels and romance while Seokjin was reading history books or stories. They used to spend their evenings with a book in their hands and a cup of tea. Many teased them, called them old and boring but Taehyung wouldn't trade those calming and motivating firm moments to anything. Seokjin used to recommend the books he thought Taehyung may liked and soon those books became Taehyung's favorite one. However this new book, Sophie's world, was something else. He loved how Sophie learned more about herself. How she reached to the answer of some Base questions. How she evaluated and reached to perfection. How she understood the deep meaning of the world,the omens and signs. Taehyung felt like he was traveling in Sophie's world with her. He learned alot and thanked Seokjin too much. Taehyung knew books were strong. But never ever knew that a book can change something untouchable. Taehyung never thought he could reach to a  good place. He never thought he could reach to Seokjin. He always felt dirty and unsatisfied. He felt misery and drowning. He wasn't okay. What happened to him in that summer when he was packing to collage. What happened there was terrible. And what was more terrible that he let it to drown him. He was too busy blaming himself, he was too busy hating himself. He was too busy making himself more dirty. In fact he was too busy to kill himself slowly. Taehyung was blinded and Sophie's world was a book opened his eyes. Not that he loved himself. No, not at all, he was still feeling dirty and unworthy but now after reading book he felt like he is seeing a light. He felt like he has been in a long tunnel and now he is seeing a blinding light. He wanted to step towards it. He stepped closer to get rid of darkness of his mind. He looked at the man whose head was on his lap and taking a nap. Taehyung put his book down, he had reach to the end of it after one week. He caressed Seokjin's hair and smiled. Seokjin was his light? No he wasn't. Seokjin wasn't his light. He was sure. Taehyung was his own light, his own hand for helping, for rescuing. He was his own hand for seeing the world. All these years Seokjin and his friends tried so much to be his light, to show him, to lead him. But they never could. Taehyung knew it now, no one could save him except himself. He had to save himself and get out of the tunnel. He had to walk out of tunnel and see the beautiful world. See his friends and Seokjin. Seokjin wasn't his light, he was Taehyung's reward. He had to exit the tunnel to have Seokjin, he had to be out of darkness to give his whole to Seokjin. Taehyung ran his fingers through older's soft hair. He had too much way to go, but he knew the first step maybe he knew the second step too. Or maybe now he knew what he must do but for all he needed Seokjin's support. He only needed that. He only needed Seokjin for now and for future. For darkness and light.

"Seokjin hyung..." Taehyung called him softly. Smiled when Seokjin hummed, still eyes closed.

"Let's go to bed" Taehyung whispered. Seokjin opened his eyes and checked his watch.

"It's already midnight!!? I was resting the whole time here? Is your thigh numb?" Seokjin said before starting to rub Taehyung's thigh. Taehyung smiled at him.

"I finished my book" Taehyung said. Seokjin smiled at him

"Did you liked it Taehyungie? " Seokjin asked with his eyes tender.

"So much " Taehyung whispered. He couldn't define it words. Never he could say how much book lead him up.

"You read it fast" Seokjin stated.

"I was always a fast reader hyung" Taehyung said with his boxy grin.

"I remember when you would sink in a book and finish it in short time " Seokjin said while getting up. He helped Taehyung stand up before walking to bedroom.

"You shower? Or I shower first?" Seokjin asked. Taehyung shook his head.

"Wash me hyung, please" Taehyung said shyly. Seokjin looked surprised. But he didn't said a word. He just went to bathroom and ran the shower while Taehyung stood in bedroom watching himself through mirror. Could he love himself?
Taehyung peeked in bathroom only to see Seokjin testing the temperature. How was he lucky to be in love with Seokjin? He looked at the older intensely. He didn't know if Seokjin loved him romantically  but he made a mental promise. When he got out of tunnel he would make Seokjin fall in love with him. He wouldn't let any other one to have Seokjin. The older man needed someone to love him with his whole existence. Taehyung knew no one could love Seokjin the way he does.
Taehyung didn't know when he got in the tub and Seokjin washed him. He only came to his senses when Seokjin wrapped pink towel instead of his own grey towel.

"Hyung that's your towel" Taehyung protested, Seokjin was a neat person.

"Pink suits you more" Seokjin said before planting a chaste kiss on Taehyung's wet chest. Taehyung shivered but made a mental note to buy some pink clothes for himself. He wore his clothes while Seokjin was wearing his in bathroom. Taehyung went to kitchen, drank a glass of cold water. He smiled. He was so fresh. Could he be clean again?
He went back to bedroom to see Seokjin laying on the bed and checking his phone. He layed on the bed as well. Seokjin looked at him with fondness and tenderness. How did he rejected Seokjin many times? How he neglected and ignored him? How could he disrespect him?

"Hyung?" Taehyung called him calmly. Yet he was nervous.

"Yes, angel?" Seokjin answered while wrapping his hands around Taehyung.

"I want to change my collage major"

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Here comes new chapter. I hope you like and enjoyed it.
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