Lost Boy~ TaeJin~

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"If you walk out now, I swear you'll never see me ever again" Seokjin said.
Taehyung turned to Seokjin. He sighed. He sighed again. Seokjin crossed his hands and looked at him.

"Hyung, you know..."

"I said Taehyung, if you go you'll never see me again. And I'm not joking" Seokjin said sternly. A tear rolled down Taehyung's face. His life will turn into hell.

"You'll get hurt " Taehyung said, second tear rolled down his face.

"You'll never see me ever again " Seokjin said still having the same expression. Third tear rolled down Taehyung's face.

"I don't belong to your life" Taehyung said. Fourth tear dropped down.

"Then go Taehyung, but as I said I'll disappear from this city, the moment you leave here" Seokjin said. Fifth tear rolled down.

"You must be with someone worthy, not me" Taehyung said. Sixth tear rolled down and dropped on the ground, he rubbed his face with his sleeve.

"It's my desicion to make, but if you wanna decide instead of me then go" Seokjin said. Taehyung hated how Seokjin was mean to him. He said go like it's easy. If it was easy for Taehyung to go why was he here after many years?

"It's my dirty " Taehyung said. Seventh tear dropped, it slipped down his neck.

"I told you I'll clean you. What are you waiting Taehyung? Go!" Seokjin said. Taehyung looked at Seokjin. Then looked at the open door. He looked at Seokjin again, then to door.
He ran. He ran as fast as he could. He ran like someone was following him. He ran like if he was late a bit he would die. He was dirty, he was unworthy. He was devastated, he was used. He didn't deserved Seokjin. Not his pureness or kindness. He wasn't appropriate for Seokjin. Not even good to be the older man's friend. He knew them all, he knew them very well. He repeated all of them every night while thinking about Seokjin but being fucked by stranger. Whatever it was he ran. He ran with his whole weak strength. He had to run. He run toward Seokjin's opened hands. He didn't know how many tears fell from his face in this short time. He didn't know what will happen to him, but whatever it was he never ever could handle it. He couldn't tolerate not seeing Seokjin. He had to see Seokjin to be sane, to have hope. If it wasn't for Seokjin he would be dead so long time ago.
Seokjin welcomed him with his warm, tight embrace. Taehyung hid his head in Seokjin's neck, breathing in the sandal scent. Seokjin kissed top of his head. Tears were wetting Seokjin's white t-shirt.

"It's okay now... it's okay angel... " Seokjin whispered. Taehyung looked at him, saw him blurred through glassy eyes. Seokjin cupped his face.

"You're safe now. I won't let you to get hurt... I won't let anyone to hurt you... I won't let you to hurt yourself anymore" Seokjin said. He kissed Taehyung's forehead. Then his eyelids. Taehyung closed his eyes. He will stay here, right next to Seokjin. He will stay until Seokjin understands that he should let go of Taehyung. That day would be Taehyung's death but he will wish nothing but happiness to the man he loves.

"Don't cry now... You've cried a lot... now I'll make you happy... don't cry" Seokjin whispered. He kissed Taehyung's cheeks.

"Hyung..." Taehyung called him with his shakey, waved voice. Seokjin shushed him with his index finger on Taehyung's lips.

"If you will say you don't deserve me or anything like this I'm gonna snap my head to this wall" Seokjin said with a joking tone. Taehyung smiled though his heart was full of negativity.

"That's the most beautiful thing to your face" Seokjin said while looking at him. Taehyung looked down.

"What?" Taehyung asked flushed.

"Smile... this smile is so beautiful... so lovely... it suits you more than anything else" Seokjin said while tracing Taehyung's smile with his fingers. Taehyung got goosebumps. He blushed more. Seokjin's fingers on his lips were intense.

"Now go and take shower while I'm making breakfast" Seokjin tapped Taehyung's nose.

"I got shower last night" Taehyung whined. Seokjin chuckled.

"The amount of tears on your skin now made you shor and salty" Seokjin said, he chuckled again. Taehyung giggled. His hyung always laughed the best.

"But I don't have clothes hyung" Taehyung whined again. Seokjin kissed his forehead.

"Wear whatever you want from my closet " Seokjin said before walking to kitchen.
Taehyung walked toward the bedroom. He wanted to use bedroom's bathroom. He turned on the water. He stood under the shower. Let the hot water run down through his skin. He smiled bitterly. How Seokjin made him stay! Now what will happen? Will he move in with Seokjin? Lots of things would change that way. Was Taehyung ready to adapt to changes? Many questions were flying in Taehyung's mind. Many doubts there. He was happy that Seokjin made him stay but he was afraid too. He was afraid if one day Seokjin will get tired of taking care of his broken soul. If one day Seokjin stops chasing Taehyung. If one day Taehyung becomes burden to Seokjin. He was afraid, cause if that day happens he would lost two things. One, the man he loved the most. Two, the person he leaned on only. Taehyung didn't let these thoughts to make him cry again. He washed himself with Seokjin's shampoo. He rinsed himself fast and wrapped the pink towel around himself. He stepped to bedroom. He knew it was intense to open someone's closet. He was hesitating but he also couldn't sit with the pink towel all the time. He opened the huge closet. It was almost a mini room inside. He looked through it before grabbing a grey t-shirt that was loose around his shoulders and he wore black shorts with it. He walked toward the mirror, smiled when he saw the poloraid. He dried his hair with towel before combing it. His hair was messy hair still when he stepped out. He went to kitchen, saw the older man cooking while playing a melody with whistle. He smiled at it. Could he hear Seokjin singing for him again?

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