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He grabbed the back of my cold neck with his warm hands and hugged me as tight as he could
"Of course. I love you"
I looked up and nodded. Laying the back of my hand on his chest to feel his heartbeat. The steady rhythm seemed to calm me and bring me the sense of comfort my own parents couldn't bring.
Most kids got hugged, told they were loved, fed, tucked in at night. Taken as a human being.
But ME. Beaten, slapped, smacked, hair pulled, whipped, locked in my room for hours without water or food, sleeping on hardwood flooring without a pillow or blanket in a room the size of a closet. Concrete walls. Like an insane asylum. However. An insane asylum would have been better. I wasn't smart then, maybe if I banged my head hard enough on the concrete walls I would die, so my parents couldn't kill me.
I thought this was normal.
I'm not normal
I'll never be normal
I long to be normal
I got up dragging my sleeves which were covered in tears, down over my elbows. It was freezing
It had just entered the freezing realm of fall. I mean, in LA we don't get much snow, or fallen leaves, but it's cold for us.
Luke walks behind me watching my every footsteps and breathing when I do, examining me like a new animal species. The red marks from tears still show on his face starting from the corner of his eye ending at his jawline.
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OKAY IT IS 8:30
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Adolescence
Storie d'amoread·o·les·cence. noun \ˌa-də-ˈle-sən(t)s\. the period following the onset of puberty during which a young person develops from a child to an adult. synonyms: teenage years, teens, youth; luke-played by Luke hemmings auri- played by whoever YOU want
