Our Tears

[M] oh god please

Author : converselover600
Original publish on : asianfanfics | 2012
Author notes : Well .. here you go. My first one shot!! hehehe .. I'm kinda obssessed with 83 line so I just made this to release that obssession :") Hope you like it. Sorry if it's too angst ..
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Heechul's POV

"Welcome back.." Jungsu looked at me lovingly, showing off his adorable dimples that's so cute to poke. He was on the couch like an ahjussi with his coffee and newspaper. If you'd guess it wrong, you're so stupid. Yep we're living together for like two years after Super Junior disbanded.

"How's work?" I sat on his lap and drank the coffee where he placed his lips. "Nothing new..I brought some Soju. You can drink if you want." I continued my work as a DJ but this time with Sungmin and Ryeowook. Even though Super Junior disbanded, doesn't mean we can't work together right? Sukira is still ongoing for its 8th year.

"I miss you.." He snuggled on my neck and took a great intake of my scent. I turned to face him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "I miss you too..." We never do hardcore sex. It's kinda disturbing and gross for me.

Once, Leeteuk tried it to me. He tied my hands on the corners of the bed. He didn't like it either so were quite even. He ripped my shirt, revealing my cold skin which melted by his lips. That endearing action, his warm lips traced on my collarbone up to my shoulders. His breathing was calm and smelled coffee. He sucked on my neck while I grind our clothed members. He moved down to my nipples and continously lick it while tweaking the other. My hands froze around his neck.

"Jung .. su.." I yanked his soft silky hair and caught his lips. My tongue slipped in his hot cavern. I could taste coffee and sucked his tongue, stood up on my two feet and deepen the kiss. His lips curved to an intense smirk and used his free hadn to tug my jogging pants down. My heart is hammering from his touches, his sweet lips his furious gaze.

For five years, we're doing this but everytime I would discover something new, a new sensation the same routine. He removed my ponytail and twirled my long hair within his fingers. "You have beautiful hair .. Don't cut it super short anymore.." I took his jacket, carelessly threw it carelessly at the corner, admired this art piece by the non-existent God in his muscle shirt and tore it away from his well built body.

I lifted his bangs and kissed his forehead down to his nosebridge to look at his magnificent eyes, so innocent yet bewildering. My heart ached by the thought of one day I'll be leaving him and we'll part ways.

Clothes scattered all around the room, coffee spilled, ripped cloth. Everything moved in a fast pace. I blushed, sitting on his lap in my naked state and my fingers marveled through his thighs. I accidentally bumped on his cock, immediately becoming hard.

I pushed him, laying on his back, tongue trailed from his abs to his length, didn't hesitate to claim his whole hardness in my mouth. He hold tight on my shoulders and moaned my name, my member was dripping off its pre-cum. The air switched, he was on top of me, grinning like an idiot.

I was shocked he didn't use any curse words today. Gosh, I would miss those dimples. He crashed his lips on mine, and poked my hole with his three fingers. He lifted my chin, deepen the kiss, furiously thrusting his digits on mine. I enjoyed the pleasure and pain, the taste of his mouth, him carressing my face.

I felt like my heart's going to explode.

As soon as he had enough, he removed his fingers and placed his ear on my chest, panting heavily. "Your heart's racing," My cheeks burned though I know that it's really beating fast,"feel mine.." He took my hand and focused it onto his chest. It was rhythmically beating on the same pace as mine.

My eyes swelled, hot water fell and rolled on my cheeks. "Baby, don't cry .. hush don't cry ." He kissed my tears away, without warning he thursted his cock inside me, yelping in pain.

"Gosh you're tight. How many times have we done this." Chuckle escaped his lips, I could only desperately hang on to him, digging my nails on his shoulders. He continues thrusting, hitting my prostate, took my member and pumped it the same as he was moving.

"On your four .. "

I've done what he said and he continued to thrust inside me faster than before. "Jungsu! Jung --- su-ah!" I clutched the sheets in pain, held my hands.

"Jungsu .. faster."
"Still not satisfied?!" He abused my prostate, with his hard member.

"I know you're hiding something from me. I'm not going to stop until I find what it is." He pumped my member again, to cum at the same time as his. Liquid dripped from my member. Not long after that Hot substance from him filled my core, withdrew himself.

"I love you Heechul, more than you ever imagine. You're my Cinderella." His tight arms pulled me to his bare chest. "I love you too .." I turned to him and pecked his lips.

"Don't hide anything from me, promise?" His angelic smile, so adorable. "Promise..." I waited for him to fell asleep, got off from his chain like arms, placed a letter on his desk. I've packed my things earlier and left my sim card. His angelic smile, I would miss it. I stroked his flawless cheeks.

"Goodbye my Angel ."

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Jungsu's POV

Lavender was his favorite flower, its light scent was enough to make him happy.

"Happy Birthday Heechul .."

I placed the bouquet beside his tombstone then reread his last message to me.

My angel, I'm sorry.
I have to leave. Breakfast is on the table.
I was diagnose with Leukemia.
The doctor said I only have a small chance of living so it was better to live my remaining months with the person I love and my family but I can't see them suffer especially my angel.

Promise me that you'll find a better person that will love you with all his or her heart

Your Cinderella, Heechul

"Why are you so stupid?! Why do you act like a boss but a coward. I love you don't you know that Cinderella!" I took the crumpled paper and threw it at the ground. "I don't care as long as you endure your pain with me .. Why?! WHY?!"

A cold hand tapped my shoulder ..
"I love you my angel .. I'll always be here for you. Forever and always."

"I also love you my Cinderella ..."