If I can't be with you

You better leave, Bitch

There will be some cursing in this chapter.

Sophies Point of View

Ross and I talked about my Ex and he said that he forgave me meeting with him, but since then he acted weird. I couldn't put a finger on it but I had the feeling that he withdrawed. He avoided most of the time to be alone with me, what worked pretty well because we were still on tour. Of course it should just be the tour, but I didn't believe it.

Tonight they had another show and they rocked even if Ross looked a little bit of balance. I really hoped that it wasn't because of me. Maybe he had some doubts about being with me after what he heard about me. Maybe he was overthinking us. I could feel how I was overthinking the whole situation but I couldn't calm down. This situation made me so weary.

After the show the guys invited some fans into the bus to hang out with them. They did this from time to time. It were a couple of girls and one of this was obviosly into Ross. She was all over him the complet night and he let it happen. I watched them the whole time but he didn't even think of me. She was flirting with him so hard and she really pissed me off. And then it happend, she sat down on Ross lap and kissed him. I knew that he didn't kiss back and was probably as surprised as me but this made me flip. 

"Okay guys, party is over. All of you have to leave now!" I said a little bit too loud to the girls. They moaned and of all girls the little slut was speaking up.

"What is it to you? Who are you even that you decide who is going to leave?" I looked at her with my mouth open and got really, really mad. To be honest I was furious.

"I am responsible that they will be ready for their next shows, so I can decide what ever I want. And now go!" I yelled at her. The other girls got up and left the bus. The rest of the band was looking at me completely shocked. I never let go like this ever. Even not with Ross in the beginning of our meeting. So they didn't know me like this. The little bitch got up and stand right in my way. Honestly, she was looking for trouble. I shoved her to the  door and hissed at her.

"You better leave, Bitch or you will a have a lot of problems." She stumbled out of the bus and cursed at me but then she left. I turned around to see five shocked faces. Ross got up and grabbed my arm.

"Come out with me!" he hissed. I knew that he was mad at me but in this moment I didn't care. I was too furious myself. In front of the bus he confronted me.

"What is wrong with you? You act like crazy. I feel like I don't even know you!"

"What is wrong with ME? Well Ross, maybe you don't know me but let me tell you something. I'm definitely not a girl that thinks it is okay when her boyfriend flirts with another girl. I'm definitely not a girl that accept it when he kisses another girl. She was looking for it tonight." I yelled at him. At this moment I didn't care who could hear me. He was really pissed as well.

"She kissed me! I didn't kiss back!"

"Ooh, but you also didn't  stop her."

"Well, it was your choice that no one is allowed to know that we are together. So I just acted like we aren't a couple. This is exactly what you wanted!" We were yelling at each other like crazy.

"Guys! You should stop fighting. You are screaming at each other like little childs. And with the noise you're making everyone in the bus knows now that you're a couple! Just that you know." Rydel stepped out of the bus and said this. I went from really loud to dead silent. I could see the boys looking out of the door at us. I could feel the heat that rose to my cheeks and the tears were stinging in my eyes. How could this happen that Ross and I were fighting like this? Ross ran his hand through his hair and sighed heavy.

"Okay guys, could you please leave us alone for the moment? We will talk to you later, okay?!" Ross said. All  of them nodded and got back into the bus and closed the door behind them. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. Ross looked at me saddend.

"Soph, I'm sorry for yelling at you and for make it official with our relationship." I just shook my head. I couldn't say anything. The tears were just streaming down my face. "Soph, would you please talk to me?" Ross begged. 

"I'm sorry too!" I whispered, "I'm just so scared that you're trying to back out. After everyhing that I told you, maybe you don't want to be with me anymore." While I said that I couldn't see him in the eyes. I was so scared what I could see there. He stepped closer and lifted my chin so that I had to look into his eyes.

"I will never back out, Soph! Yes, I was a little bit scared after what you told me. But more about what if I screwed up. What would I do to you. I thought I need to give you some space. But I love you and this will never change. Sorry, that I gave you the wrong intention." he said to me, "But I like it when you get jelaous." At the end he smirked at me. Then he leaned in and kissed me softly. We made up but now we had to go back into the bus and I was definitely not interested in that.

"Do we really have to go back in there?" I asked Ross.

"Well we can't hide out here forever and I think we need to explain it." he sighed. I nodded and we got back into the bus. There they sat. All lined up like chickens on the pole. Only Rydel was a little bit more relaxed. But she already knew about us. Even Ross' parents were there. I was so embarrased and hide behind Ross. He squeezed my hand and then faced them.

"So, now aks."

"Okay, I think we only have one question. Why did you hide your relationship from us?" Riker asked. Ross started to explaind and I filled in where it was necessary. Of course there came a lot more questions but at the end they all were really happy for us and promised not to tell Andre.

A/N

Well this was a pretty bad fight. Don't you think? But what do you think. Will the others keep the secret or will Andre find out?

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