If I can't be with you

Is it the end?

8 Months later

Sophies Point of View

Ross and I have been dating now for over 8 Months. And we were so good in this. I loved him like no one ever in my life. Of course sometimes we were still fighting but we always could make it up to each other.

R5 published their new album and we did a lot of touring and stuff like this. But finally we were back at home again. I mean, I loved being on tour with them but I also missed home. The band was in the studio again writing new songs. Today I was with them because they wanted to show me some new songs and ideas. I loved hearing them play. 

It was another day where Ross and I couldn't keep our hands to ourselves. Whenever no one was looking we kissed or touched.

"You are so hot today!" Ross whispered into my ear. I smiled sheepishly. "If we would be alone right now I would fall all over you." His breath on my ear made me shiver. I loved this guy so much.

"Hey guys, you should keep it low." Rydel said while she approached us, "Everyone can see that something is between the two of you. And if you can't do this, get a room!" At the end she smirked.

"Maybe that is what we need right now." Ross said. He grabbed my arm and tugged me with him. He opened the door to a lonely room and pulled me inside. He pressed me against the wall and kissed me passionately.

"Oh babe, I want you so bad right now!" he groaned on my lips. He pressed himself on me and I pulled my legs around his waist. Ross kissed down my jawline. I tugged on his shirt and finally get it of his body. I carressed his chest and his back. We both were breathing heavy.

And then the door opened and Andre came in.

Ross Point of View

Damn! We got caught. Andre looked in shock at Sophie and me?

"What the hell is going on here?" Andre shouted.

"Oh my god, Andre! I'm sorry! Please let me explain!" Sophie gushed.

"What is there to explain, Sophie? I just had one rule!"

"If I could say something?" I interrupted.

"Stay out of this, Ross! This is something between me and Sophie!" Sophie gave me a sad look and nodded slightly. Her eyes were watering.

"Andre, it is not like that. Ross and I ..." Sophie started, when Andre interrupted.

"Sophie, one rule! You weren't suppose to date anyone of my clients. You were supposed to keep it professional! Did you forget, what happened the last time?"

"Andre?" I asked.

"Not now, Ross!!!" Both said. Sophie already cried.

"It is not like the last time, Andre. With Ross, this is different." Sophie sobbed.

"Different? Sophie did you forget, how you were? You were broken!! I saw you! You couldn't get out of bed for weeks. These rule were to protect you! And now you're doing this damn same mistake again!" Andre argued. Sophie stayed silent, while tears were streaming down her face.

"I gave you this job to get you away from there, from him! What would your father think? He will be so disappointed that you do this again! I gave you this job, because I knew you needed it!"

"Please Andre, don't tell dad!" Sophie sobbed. I was so confused. I thought I already knew everything.

"This has to stop right now! This isn't healthy for you! What if this doesn't work out? How will you be?" Now he also turned to me.

"The two of you won't date anymore!!!"

"NO!" Sophie now screamed, "I beg you, please not this! This relationship won't come into the way of the business." Sophie looked scared and desperate. Her small body shivered and all I wanted to do, was holding her.

"No Sophie! Ross or your job!" Andre stated. "And don't forget, you need this job. Don't forget your family." This gave her the rest, she broke down. She sat on the floor, crying really hard. Andre left. I kneeled next to Sophie and put my hand on her shoulder.

"Soph, please stop crying. Please! Talk to me. Everything will be alright." I whispered to her.

"No Ross, nothing will be alright. I can't lose my job. But I also can't lose you." She sobbed.

"You won't lose me! And you won't lose your job. Let me talk to Andre." I assured her. "No, you don't understand. He won't accept it."

"Then explain it to me, Soph! What really happened the last time?" I asked her.

"I can't..., you won't understand!" She couldn't look me in the eyes. I got scared.

"Soph, I love you and I promise, that I'll listen to you! Just talk to me, please." I begged.

Then she explained everything about her ex and her suicide try after the breakup. She didn't even tell Delly about it. She was so ashamed of it. I was shocked. I had never understand how broken she was. But I understood her whole behaviour better now. She wasn't as strong as I thought. She needed me.

"I wish you had told me earlier. But this doesn't change anything between the two of us. I LOVE YOU. Just don't give up on us now!"

"I love you, too!" she whispered. "I just need time to think. Please understand me. I'm sorry!" She got up and ran away.

I was left behind.

A/N

Another update! Right now this is flowing. Unfortunately I have the feeling no one reads this story. But I still want to finish it. I also have a sequel in my mind even if nobody is interested in this story. I have so much fun writing.

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